Zopiclone withdraway
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Very interesting to read the discussions on this forum. And especially helpful for me since I am on day one of stopping zopiclone and feeling a bit wobbly after just one night of no sleep (well, actually about two hours in fact), nightmares, sleep paralysis episode and sweating. I've been on Zopiclone since 2001, having been given it as a last resort after several years of chronic insomnia. I started with 3.75 and have increased roughly every four years. Now I've been taking 11mg, supplementing the 3.75 dose still prescribed for me with internet orders every few months. Somehow I couldn't admit to my GP's that I was doing that. I'm now retired and living a stress free life, so all the presenting circumstances for insomnia A&E way in the past. When I moved to a new life in a peaceful island environment at th end of 2012 I decided to come clean with my doctor about using internet 7.5 doses. But I've continued to take the 11 mg dosage until now. I haven't slept naturally for at least 14 years so I'm very scared of stopping. But the effects of the drug have got worse and now I want to stop. For a long time, my brain has felt foggy, I have a horrible hangover for half the day, really fatigues, forgetful and speech stammer. I've been reading up since last week and this is the most informative and supportive forum I've found. I looked at the CITA site and the adivice seemed to be not to go cold turkey but to do a crossover to an equivalent dose of diazepam first and then reduce from there.
I met with my GP yesterday and he is supportive and has given me 2 mg pills of diazepam to make the tapering easier. He's also going to monitor me and see me once a week to check progress.
i feel really scared about this, for all the same reasons I've read here. Zopiclone has given me the security of going to bed and knowing I will lose consciousness. That's been huge and I've traded that off against the feeling of being dulled, impaired and drugged in my daily life. I've done lots of amazi things over these last 13 years, lots of achievements, but all against a background of feeling crap.
Last night was my first night without Zopiclone. I took 9 mg Diazepam at bed time (probably too late I think) and set up relaxation cd I've been using, a radio, a corner of my spare room to curl up in with my book instead of lying in bed sleepless. I was awake until around 3.30, when I think I slipped into a two hour dose. But had mini hallucination about the radio playing ( it wasn't) and me ripping the batteries out (I didn't) I also had a nightmare, which I've never had before, and some sleep paralysis on waking from it. My temperature went up and down too, with some sweating.
i will go on with this but would so appreciate any support or ideas. Many of you know too well how savage the effects are of acute insomnia and I know I'm in for a rough ride. I've bought some Phenergan but didn't take it yet. I'm also sending off for 5 HTP.
So that is night one over. Any words of encouragement welcome. I'm not at all sure I can do this, with a supply of Zopiclone still in my bedside drawer. But being sleepless and not on the drug feels better than sleeping badly with it.
I'll keep you posted....
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Sunlover7 jaygee2081
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jaw444 Sunlover7
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Sunlover7 jaygee2081
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The book is called Change Your Thinking With CBT by Dr Sarah Edelman. It is available on Amazon for around £7.00, money well spent.
jaw444 Sunlover7
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dave88 jaygee2081
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Just one Phenergan will do the trick without the Diazepam or Zopiclone. If you take it about an hour or so before you lay down you will find it creeps up on you just like normal sleep does.
jaygee2081 dave88
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CITA (Counselling and Information for Tranquilliser Addiction). Seem to have had success with the Diazepam crossover method as long as you start tapering the D one mg at a time. The helpline also mentioned using Phenergan no more than twice a week as being helpful. So right now, I'm focusing on getting long term Zopiclone out if my system
keith09733 jaygee2081
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jaygee2081 keith09733
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vivien58797 jaygee2081
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dorothy32384 jaygee2081
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jaygee2081 dorothy32384
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zaphod jaygee2081
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All the best
Paddy
jaygee2081 zaphod
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zaphod jaygee2081
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All this I had to work out myself, as my GP didn`t even bother to inform me that my prescription was changing at all.
More than anything else I am terrified of falling back into Insomnia, and that leading to me starting drinking Alcohol again to knock myself out. With me that is the fast track to disaster. :-(
All of you that are deciding to stop taking Zopiclone altogether I salute you.
Hope everyone ends up with a good sleep pattern eventually.
Paddy
Sunlover7 jaygee2081
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Zaphod, I think it is the fear of insomnia that perpetuates it, that was certainly the case with me. When I learnt the trick of altering the way I thought about not sleeping I lost the fear and was able to regain a normal sleep pattern ( after several months of trying). It is not easy and i still have bad nights but they don't frighten me as much anymore.
zaphod Sunlover7
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I have no doubt that Zopiclone is likely to have little physical effect on me after taking it for so many years. Probably all Pschological, but as a doctor once said, "if Psychological works, then that`s good enough".
Unfortunately, I don`t want to even risk falling back into my old ways which caused me to end up, bankrupt, divorced, sacked from work, very nearly homeless, and having a heat attack aged 37.
So as long as I can get away with it, I`ll keep taking the Zopiclone.
Thanks for the kind thoughts though.
All the best
Paddy
vivien58797 zaphod
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zaphod vivien58797
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Yes I am in the UK, I still get my prescription from my GP. I think this is only because they were originally prescribed by a Consultant Psychiatist, who passed the job over to my GP when he retired. Considering the other meds I take, Morphine, Diazepam, ans a zillion other anti depressants and stuff to keep my heart beating, plus I have a diagnosis of BPD ontop of that lot. I think my GP`s are happy to prescribe them , mostly, just to keep me quiet.
Also, I have always stuck rigidly to my prescribed dose, never bought any off the net, and never asked for more (ie. the dog ate my Zopiclone or whatever), so I have not given them any indication at all that I am abusing them.
Paddy
zaphod vivien58797
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My GPs know, that Insomnia is the first of a very short road to disaster in my case, and I think the prescribing of Zopiclone is better than the alternatives for both GP and myself.
Paddy