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Everyone leaves! Everyone ! Im sick of it ! I'm a nobody!
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Posted , 7 users are following.
Everyone leaves! Everyone ! Im sick of it ! I'm a nobody!
0 likes, 65 replies
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jude67 dondons
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Glad to hear from you
dondons jude67
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Thank you, that's kind to say xx
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Why does life have to be so horrible? I mean I know nobody can ever be happy all the time and I see people on here saying they're down again...again? Which means they had some good times, good days ? I don't! Why don't/can't I? I'd maybe be able to handle/torolate this if I knew I had some good times ahead but truth Is I don't and don't think I ever will again
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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I know what you mean, yes I take meds, think I've probably been on every med possible over the years but take venefalxine at the moment. I used to see friends most weekends, this stopped around 2 years ago, ever since just been me and my babies. Trying/struggling...it's not life, I don't live I just exist !
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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Honestly? I feel no different but am told I need to persist even though I've been taking them for around a year now. I have 5 babies, I mean they're not all babies but are my babies. 18 yr old girl, 15 yr old boy, 9 year old boy and twin girls are 7. Yes I'm in uk xx
julia23547 dondons
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I love the bones of my babies but it only adds to me being so down as I'm not good enough for them I'm not what they deserve they need more than me
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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Probably not so true with my babies, they've had to stay with my mum, my elder sister, they've seen me hospitalised a lot, mostly normal hospital but few times mental health hospital, they've had care from outside help, feel like my little ones have had to grow up before their time and all I want is for them to have a normal/good childhood 😢 Xx
julia23547 dondons
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I'm 35 and had no life well a s****y one! Now I'm putting that on my babies...I'm a horrible person !
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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Yes they tell me all the time they love me, when they lived with my sister they kept asking when they could come back to me but the thing with little ones is they don't know what's best for them and they love me regardless...when they grow up they will realise how rubbish I was ! Xx
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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My 3. Younger babies have had people come round the house to try to explain to them about how I am and I felt that they explained it so well, they read my babies a story about a mouse...won't go into that but it was a good/explanatory story then my babies put points across that they wrote on a white board but although I felt they know a little more about it,they still don't know enough and they shouldn't! Not at their age ! They need to enjoy life
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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It's not fair on them and I'm not enough for them though x
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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Haven't offended me, I'm sorry had a dillema with my eldest boy, he's home safe now xx
julia23547 dondons
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dondons julia23547
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julia23547 dondons
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Blimey.."I’ve only just woken up...bacon sandwiches today I think. How’s you dondons?
dondons julia23547
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I've had no sleep at all feel terrible!
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