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well some May say I'm not quite clean as I am on the synthetic opiate blocker ... SUBUTEX I am on 6 mg a day, I was on 18 mg and have got this down .
I ALMOST GAVE UP THOUGHT THIS IS MY LOT 15 years in. I was coming up to 40 and didn't want it to ruin my life anymore!!!
i can only say that I had enough the days the rattle the not getting.
So I did a SRP course structured recovery programme 14 weeks going a few times a week along side with coming off heroin and meth.
I am NOT saying it's easy no way you need to want it and have a lot of help. It was hard the hot sweats the cold the restless legs the not sleeping is he sickness and sometimes the other end.
Though 17 months on Im sat here I never thought I'd be off either methadone or heroin.
i just wanted to say I thought that was it like I said.. my lif is just starting again. Without that feeeling of why did I do this? Why am I on it? Why did I get addicted where's my next hit from. It feels good and I feel much freeer in my life.
someone said to m choose life. I did.
i have support but as the months go to on it becomes a distant memory feels strange.
If I can do it you can.
Just wanted to say I came out the other end.
if you've read this
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