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2 lovely girls helped me tonight

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Paper_fairy
Paper_fairy

2 girls saved me tonight. They called me and helped me not to giveup on life. I was so depressed and if they hadn't maybe I'd have given up. I have taken my life twice( both was dead in a coma for 4 days and hospital for several weeks). Thank you so xx

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  • Misssy2
    Misssy2 Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Paper...you are so intellegent...so caring...so much to offer..don't you dare..let alcohol convince you that you are otherwise!

    You WILL conquer this...and someday look back on these posts and be like "my God"...was I sad.  You will do it....don't give up on yourself...I am not giving up on you or ME....Alcohol can not win.

     

  • Kelly2727
    Kelly2727 Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Oh Paper! I'm sorry to hear you're going through so much but I'm glad people intervened. You  just made me feel somewhat normal as I feel like giving up sometimes.  I am so thankful to have you!  I might have had 11 years sober but I'm back to the start line.  I need you!
  • hope4cure
    hope4cure Paper_fairy

    Posted

    I am so grateful for those 2 girls. Thank the Lord for their help?

    Have you thought about the AUD patient help on this site.

    my son has been thru much of what you describe. In and out of hospitals in comas on the streets. It's been  22 yrs. he has lost everything.

    I lov him so much it's hard to watch his pain and suffering. No one ever wants to be in that much pain. We have been thru a lot and my heart goes out to you. Please seek professional help. There are so many here who have found a way to stop drinking.this is a disease and not ur fault. I believe in you and I know that someone here can guide you to a sussessful rehab outpatient, inpaitient or whatever is available for your recovery. 

    Peace & heeling blessings sent ur way!

    i hope you can find what helps you soon!

     

  • ADEfree
    ADEfree Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Paper, I'm very glad you chose life instead. Can your docs help you through this rough period somehow?
  • angela26170
    angela26170 Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Life is so hard at times,please remember we only get one shot at it,make sure you get the help you need,it will get better.x
  • vickylou
    vickylou Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Sorry to hear you're having such a hard time. You give such good advice and are such a kind and helpful person. What medication, if any, are you now taking? I know you were thinking of campral at one point. Stay strong and remember you have a lot to live for, three lovely kids for a start. Also lots of people care about you xx
  • tess33005
    tess33005 Paper_fairy

    Posted

    keep strong, pf.

    Don't forget you have a wedding to go to soon.......................................

    All my love to you and I'm so glad you were given help.

    I am sure you can get through this monumental struggle. Love Tess

  • Robin2015
    Robin2015 Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Paper Fairy. Great comments to you from all your friends I see!! You are such an important person and always give good advice. We are all grateful that you survived!! Robin
  • Paper_fairy
    Paper_fairy

    Posted

    Thank you everyone who replied on this discussion.  I am humbled and grateful to you. ❤️

    Unfortunately for the first time, in 4 years when I was in the priory, I don't want to stop drinking. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my Ex always picked me up after a binge and I was very happy with him for 3 1/2 years. If I drank he just beat me up and dragged me in to a cold shower. He took my beautiful mini dauchsund away and I've never seen her since. I deserved that..

    As I've explained he's gone to live in Italy now. He continued to send messages of no hope for me. I disturb him. So a week ago, I blocked him. 

    Very depressed xx

    • Misssy2
      Misssy2 Paper_fairy

      Posted

      Paper..I am VERY concerned about you...VERY.

      The tone of your posts...DO sound like you are giving up...they do sound like you are "wasted".

      You DID not deserve to have any of what happened to you happen to you.

      Would your X drag his mother into the shower and take away her dog...if she had cancer?

      You are legitatmly sick...and you should have people around that care and are kind to you...the best thing that has happened to YOU is that this guy left you...it hurts NOW...but in time you will realize...this is the right thing to do.

      I am proud of you for blocking him...you will probably unblock and reblock multiple times..but you have taken the first step.

      Can you please get back on the Sinclair method?  You need to cut down so you can see.....what is happening to you.

      Imagine that I posted your last post....what would you say to me? sad

    • ADEfree
      ADEfree Paper_fairy

      Posted

      Paper, in my view your husband abused you horribly and no, you didn't deserve to lose your pet. Yes, you deserve far, far better treatment than that. 

      Do you get any therapy or plug in to any support groups for those subjected to spousal abuse? 

    • Misssy2
      Misssy2 ADEfree

      Posted

      Its really hard to say it ADe/Paper...but I had to say....paper you sound broken....we want to help you.

      I remember that state of mind....it is a hopeless feeling.  I think you paper are very close to even possibly ending your life...and not intentionally....but the level of drinking you are doing is killing you...YOU KNOW THAT....I'm sorry to say it to you that you have to make a decision to FIGHT......you have the medication.....I pray that you find the WILL to fight.

      I also know that this post may DEPRESS you more....I have been totally turned off when people were trying to help me too....But, I also know when people told me what they saw...it startled me, p*ssed me off and I didn't TRY anything right away...but I knew I HAD to.  And you have too...xo

    • Paper_fairy
      Paper_fairy Misssy2

      Posted

      Husband was a saint. We are now divorced. He's happy now. 
    • Misssy2
      Misssy2 Paper_fairy

      Posted

      Yea...paper...a real SAINT!  Forcing you in shower...taking your DOG.

      NO....he brainwashed you...I know when I was down and out I picked wrong guys.....and ALL of them were "saints" at first..until the true colors popped out.

    • h1954
      h1954 Paper_fairy

      Posted

      You did not deserve to be abused PF. Two wrongs don't male a right. You're goingthrough a rreally bad spell right now, but it an change . please believe in yourself and live yourself
    • vickylou
      vickylou Paper_fairy

      Posted

      Paper fairy, you might think he was a saint, but the rest of us don't. You are just thinking of the good memories and not thinking logically. Yes you're depressed and feel dreadful. You've given me advice and helped so many on here. You are a good kind person who is having a rough time. Try and keep posting, doesn't matter if you think you're rambling on. Far better to post than keep drinking xx
    • tess33005
      tess33005 Paper_fairy

      Posted

      PF, no woman (or man) deserves violent abuse.

      You know that

      I'll talk to you tonight. Hang on in there. We're all here for you

      If I have to drive all night to get to you, I will. I know I said I was leaving the forum, and I am, but I can't read your posts and not try to help you.

      Ex Malt Loaf addict.

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