3 days in a row and i am coping and calm through a serious crisis.
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I havent a clue what is to come of the evicition , i have no money to even deal with it, over the past 4 weeks my anxiety was making me so ill and i was in an unbearable mind mode of wanting to self destruct and just dissapear offf the face of the earth,
But I have a calm, quiet no fear day which followed on to the Sunday and now its Monday I have not just been calm not required any diazipam, but also had a constructive day talking to the housing odvocate that is working overtime in my housing crisis situation.
Something babout the love, compassion and care I am getting from several awesome people in here is beginning to ware off on me.
I am at my hopsital tomorrow and again on Wednesday to seee how my immune system is going , it wont be good news i know that.
But just having a bit of my life back and being able to cope under the circumstances and the real reality od crisis is quite mad in itself to be coping with all the pressure thats around me
Thank you to those who know who they are for the continual support, for the advice and those prayers to a loving God whter you believe in Him or not is ok with me .
But someting is fially working.
It may all change within the hour .
At least I have had 3 god days in a row after many mmany months of terrible distress and pain.
Hugs
PJ
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deirdre._03652 ozzie1961
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You both have great empathy and understanding, crucial !! In the world today where many, many innocents suffer for others greed and mistakes...
I really, really, really !! Hope that your young friend is able to take his exams at a later date. Xx
You will be in my thoughts today ( and every day. ) please let us know how your hospital appointment goes...
Lots of luck, huge warm hugs and sincere regards to you both...
Keep smiling and keep the faith..both...DEIRDRE xxx 😊👟
ozzie1961 deirdre._03652
Posted
it was 6am before i fell asleep.
Speak later .
PJ