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Ive had a problem with alcohol on and off for the past 7 years but for the past 2 years ive had good periods of total sobriety.
Last week Friday I relapsed and drank continously 24/7 (every waking moment anyway) for a week, im not proud of this infact im very disappointed in myself!! But its almost like when I get around the 4 month sober mark I start to literally believe im ok to drink a few now. But I always end up going on an awful binge and having to be detoxed inorder to stop.
Well my dad took me to hospital on nFriday just gone so i drank for a week in total. They kept me in overnight, put me on a drip, gave me 2 diazipan and the next day said I could go home. I told the doc I felt as if I was withdrawing and didnt feel well enough to go home, however he said to go home and cut down on the drink slowly, but he didnt think I could withdraw after only a week of drinkining!
Ive been home since Sat (3 days) with just painkillers and vitamin B prescribed when leaving the hospital.
The thing is I do feel as though im withdrawing!! I have pins & needles all over my body, hot sweats, im having heart paplpatations, panic attacks, im crying at everything & my whole belly and back hurts, I feel extremely drained!!
Pls help Ive had at least 3 days of detox in the past but feel as though ive just been left to deal with the symptoms on my own. I wandering after 4 days since mmy last drink is this still withdrawal? When wll it stop? I really dont want to take that docs advice and drink again, bcus I know I want stop or be able to cut down gradually..
Any help will be highly appreciated!!!
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