anxiety about dying
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Hello everyone, i am new to this forum. to start i had my first panic attack in march and ever since that day i syopped taking my birth control pills after 3 years. Well ever since i have had bad anxiety, my body shakes, i get really dizzy when i start hyperventilating, my heart pounds, my muscles get tense, my chest begins to tighten. It is very scary. Well ever since that panic attack i have breb worried about my healt. I worried with any single pinch or headache and always think i am having a stroke or heart attack. I am constantly checking my self in the mirror to make sure it is not a stroke. I have lost a goood amount of weight, idk if its anxiety or the withdrawals from birth control. It is very scary.
Due to this, i have develop a constant feeling that i will suddenly die and leace my family and my 3 year old son. When i think about leaving them my anxiety takes over me and i began to feel very depressed. to top it off, i have read anxiety forums where people have said many people feel like they are going to die soon and then they die. This was what made my life soo difficult. I have this constant fear that because i have this feeling , i too will suddenly die. It is literally taking over my life. I feel So scared daily. I do have the opportunity to talk to people and get my mind distracted which causes the feeling of "dying soon" to disappear, however, it always comes back, the fear of one day dropping dead of a heart attack or something because i feel like i will die soon. I dont know if its my anxiety causing me to believe this but i just cant live like this.
I do see a therapist and he has helped a little bit. I just need to see if i am not the only one feelibg like this....
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shaunie39511 josy0405
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I'm here to talk I know exactly how your feeling and it's controlling take care x
josy0405 shaunie39511
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alice1209 josy0405
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i know now exactly how you feel, I started suffering from anxiety after the birth of my second baby, I spent every moment terrified I was going to die and leave my children...... It was horrendous.
eventually after a year of hell my doctor and husband convinced me to try citalopram and thank god they did. I still have times when I'm convinced I have breast cancer, or ovarian cancer or that I'm having a stroke but it's absolutely nothing like the way I used to be.
speak to your doctor, living the way you are is hellish and there really is medication that can help.
Good luck.
angie85 josy0405
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rhian61976 jim48507
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kimberly09795 josy0405
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But just calm yourself and you will be fine 💪 be strong
jac33 josy0405
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crystal55173 josy0405
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Hello, I was reading your post from 2 years ago and was wondering how you were doing? I too have Been suffering from anxiety and depression. I don't take meds. I'm trying to stay mentally stable for my children. I'm am going to see a therapist for cbt. It's so hard worrying all the time about leaving my kids in the world or if I'm gonna die. It has been like 2 months now and I am trying so hard to control it. Do you have any tips? Thanks for sharing your story.