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Hi! I am 16 years old and parties with the people I know can get very ugly and wild. All the people I know drink a lot of alcohol and smoke weed and I am different from them, I don't want to do any of this. I also suffer from anxiety and over thinking and I get uncomfortable very easily and get needy and I don't want that but can't help it. To make my problem even more difficult I am an over-protective girlfriend but not in a psycho way just want what is best for my boyfriend and don't want him to get wasted until he doesn't even know his name(he doesn't usually drink and doesn't like it but when with friends I am afraid he will). We are invited to one of his best friends party in less than a month and part of me wants to go to see if I can get over my anxiety and also keep an eye on my boyfriend but also a major problem is that the party is half an hour away from my city and if I have an anxiety attack I can't get home unless I pay a lot of money on a taxi in the middle of the night..I want to have fun or at least try but I dont want to end up alone in a corner crying because there aren't many people I know there. What should I do? I have been over thinking this for 2 days..
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