Anxiety depression health anxiety think I have cancer alone and scared
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I been so depressed lately and sad I have bad case of anxiety depression and ocd sometimes I just start panicking for no reason because I think I have some disease or cancer or something scary lately I been doing the famous Google searching which has left me in a state of madness all I do is cry and think I'm onna die I list my mom to cancer two years ago of the throat and recently I started having neck tightness and throat issues and when I searched them up it said cancer it's scared the helk outta me all I do is cry and cry I can't even live my life anymore I feel a lump in my throat and feel so scared to even live I need someone who underatands to talk to I'm o list and all I want right now is a mother's hug and i can't have that I'm truly alone and everyday I'm falling mor and more into this depression I have a drs appt at a ear nose and throat Dr this wensday to see what's going on I'm so scared it's going to be bad I am a smoker of a pack. Day I'm twentyeight years old so right away it's the worse sorry for the ramble and maybe not making much sense I'm o lost and alone im sorry ....anyone if u please have the time to talk to me i would forever be in your debt
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lee12629 emily48953
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richard89308 emily48953
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daniel91307 emily48953
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i completely understand where your coming from. I've been diagnosed with anxiety since last June. I always was someone who never really believed in anxiety and depression. I thought I was to strong minded to suffer with it, turns out not. I've googled everything you could possibly think and it always ends up in some life threatening disease. It's honestly the worst thing you can do. I'm travelling Australia at the moment (originally from the UK) and here on my own, thought I'd push myself and make a change, last couple of weeks have been hell! I've loved every bit of travelling but my body seems so sensitive to every bit of pain I'm instantly googling or going to the doctors. Even if it's for a pulled leg muscle or something, I'm instantly thinking the worse. I will not let it ruin my time travelling though, you cannot let it break you down. As long as you've had the general checks done with your GP and have been diagnosed you suffer with anxiety then you need to keep telling yourself your fine. If you get a new symptom, don't google it, just make a appointment with your doctor and get it checked. I guarantee your be fine. My symptoms changed all the time and constantly worries me, I just keep telling myself I'm not gonna let it ruin me. I've had every symptom from shaking, to heart/chest pains, aching all over, hot flushes, dizziness, blurry vision, stomach cramps, headaches, lack of sleep, pins and needles, constant worry and even abit of depression. There is light in the tunnel, you just have to keep positive (which I know is easier said than done) just get out and excursive or think of some ways you can change negative stuff in your life. We're always here when ever you need to chat. Air everything out you can, it's better to talk about it then to over think. DO NOT GOOGLE. Remember the things you worry and are anxious about such as throat cancer your brain can sometimes send pain there to make you believe you have more than what you actually have. The brains a powerful thing. Control it, don't let it control you. Im really sorry to hear about your mum too, that's horrible to loose such a big person in your life at any age. Remember the good times. I really hope you feel better. You deserve a break.
amand52717 daniel91307
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rosedee emily48953
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amand52717 emily48953
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I am sure you are feeling lonely and scared.. having anxiety is difficult and sometimes our minds run Wild with all the what if's. We find something to focus all that negative energy on and it only escalates from there.. I am a smoker as well and I am also 28. I too recently had a scare and had shortness of breath for about two weeks.. I was told by my doctor it was yet another anxiety symptom and he also gave some antibiotics and steroids just incase I had a little upper respiratory infection. I feel much better.. when we hyperfocus I. Something like our health and try to look to Google to self diagnose it is very harmful to our already fragile mind frame.. I know it's hard to loose a parent to something like cancer ( my dad passed from a brain tumor). You have to make the decision to choose mind over Matter. Its hard because everything in your body is telling you something is wrong but more than likely your anxiety is getting the better of you.. I want so bad to quit smoking.. it is awful in every way. Your young and have so many good years to look forward to don't let your anxiety take the best years of your life .. enjoy being able to do the things that make you happy.. get yourself checked out for your own peice if mind and then choose to live . My mother did the same thing I am doing she tells me all the time that she always thought something was wrong with her, she constantly went to the doctor looking for something to be wrong and nothing ever was.. she passed that fear to me and I find myself doing the same things. I k ow how real it feels, anxiety and stress can take a toll on you and cause physical problems.. I have lost so much weight and have hardly any energy to go through my day.. I have good days and bad days and sometimes I'm strong and others I barely make it through.. you can't spend your entire life waiting for something bad to happen because if you look hard enough eventually you will be out of time.. I am working hard to overcome my problems because I have two young children and I am all they have.. I don't want to pass down my fears and problems to them so I try my best to tell myself that I am young and healthy and I am ok.. you are ok!
lisalisa67 amand52717
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sue58256 emily48953
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lynne82155 emily48953
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Dont google stuff its a bad idea
Go and get a meds review and consider therapy it teaches you how to cope with anxiety/panic
Stay Strong
tonia_2003 emily48953
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lee12629 emily48953
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skinnybleak emily48953
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skinnybleak emily48953
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I've been really suicidal lately, been taking my mind of thoughts likewise by skating alot. at the start of summer i fell on my back with my skateboard and tried to sleep it off. felt a medium-sized lump on the side where i had fell and freakd'd out went home googled cancer. now im kinda too scared to get help beacuse of how many symptoms i match with and the impact it will have on my family...lets not hope for the worst but, WHAT IF??.
now coming across you this.
skinnybleak
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