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I do think I'm completely losing it....
My spotting between periods is completely and utterly consuming me, it starts when I ovulate and last until my period.
My day was going really well until about 3 hours ago when I went to the loo and there was spotting, I could literally have burst in to tears.
I then spent the next two hours reading up on ovarian cancer and I'm now convinced I have it. Any rational I used to have has completely disappeared and I can't focus on anything any more but this spotting.
I'm shouting at the kids, I'm jumpy, I'm constantly exhausted.
I already take escitaloram ( healthy anxiety) and I've now stated taking dimazepan at night as I'm so wound up I can't sleep... i know longer know what to do.
I'm at the doctors tomorrow and I know he will suggest an ultrascan.... ( I had one about 8 months ago), which in one way is good.. but in another way it means that I will literally be a wreck up until I have it..
To make matters all the worse, I have an interview tomorrow for a jobs I really want, I'm so scared I have one of my detached episodes mid interview and completely ruin my chances, I almost feel like not going at all.
Any suggestions, are there any herbal remedies I could be taking... I honestly can't deal with this much longer...😔
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