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despite my wish to stop drinking I had kinda convinced myself that I could share a bottle of wine with my friend tonight. she doesn't know how bad my problem is so she suggested a catch up and wine. after all, I am the friend that's always up for a catch up and a bottle of wine, I amaze people with my ability to function the next day, my ability to hold my drink better than the average rugby player, I 'deserve' with such a stressful life, blah blah I?! argh!!
I said yes.
lots of excuses, I didn't wanna tell her im giving up, I figured that the most I will have is half a bottle since we're sharing - people can have half a bottle, right? maybe I can use that old will power I had a few years ago where I could make myself stop after 2 when in public.... who was i kidding? The fact that I can no longer stop at 2, the fact that it's become daily rather than a weekend thing, the fact that This has been going on for years is why I need to give up!!!
she cancelled on me, im not going to be drinking. However, i was gonna. I'm furious with myself!
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