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I have never felt like this before......I am absolutely dreading Christmas. My girls are grown up now, but I have always loved the planning and excitement of Christmas....even as they became adults. Now I wish I could just hide away and pretend it wasn't happening.
I dread the socialising I will have to do, and I cannot bear the thought of trying to write Christmas cards and choose presents. What is happening to me??
It is making me so sad because I feel that I can no longer find pleasure in the simplest of things. I feel that I am getting ready to leave this earth, even though I should have many years in front of me. It's a terrible way to feel because I have so much to live for.
Sorry. I find it hard to post my feelings because I know that I am so much better off than so many on here, I read your posts and I feel so selfish for feeling depressed.
I just wondered if I was alone in dreading the festive season coming.
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