Clearly im dying...... Or just a massive hypochondriac
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It was only a matter of time before i posted on one of these forums. Every time i sneeze im looking up symptons etc. Anyway...
So ive had a bad cough with green to pale mucus for nearly three weeks. In the early stages i had flu like symptoms. shiver, aches etc. No cold/runny nose. As i type this, the cough is practically gone now. still the odd cough here and there.
The reason im concerned however is, two nights ago, i started getting horrible stomach and shoulder cramps. Almost like a stitch. This lasted for a day... Also worth noting that i had a chest infection only 3 months ago. same thing... minus the cramps.
I have now convinced myself i have Lung cancer, and its getting me down more than the cough itself! Im searching the net all the time for answers, and always find the worst. Ive been to doctor twice, and get the usual. "your lungs sounds clear" "just go home and rest" Although i did demand a blood test, which i'll be having tomorrow.
Can somone please just tell me to calm down!! lol
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danny1981
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MaggieMuffin danny1981
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I know how you feel - I'm sure I'm a great deal older than you - I'm in my early 60's and I come from a family of hypochondriacs. So with me and the easy accesibility the internet offers, I am always on there looking up what might be the cause of every little symptom I have. I smoked on and off close to a pk. of cigarettes a day for almost 20 years. It made me feel good and in a way I was deliberately being reckless. Having depression for most of my adult life made me not care about so many things, so I took up smoking late in life after my kids were grown and had families of their own and I was alone feeling sorry for myself. Boy what a mistake that was! For several years I experienced fatique and shortness of breath - told all of my doctors and they all knew I smoked. Not one of them ever suggested I may be developing a lung problem so I was never sent to get pulmonary function testing. This went on for years and as I also have Sleep Apnea (diagnosed about 8-9 yrs. ago) and use CPAP nightly and was still very tired during the day I thought maybe I had a heart problem (heart disease runs on both sides of my family), so I had numerous stress/echo tests over the years and besides an irregular heart beat and minor mitral valve problems nothing serious ever came up. Recently my cardiologist even suggesed I see a psychiatrist because of the anxiety I was having worrying constantly about my health and maybe get on medication. I guess he was tired of me coming in and having tests done that always came up negative. So finally this past February again I mentioned to my sleep doctor (who's also a pulmonologist) about the shortness of breath and fatigue - up till this point all he ever did was check my AHI and kept upping the pressure on my CPAP, but this time he decided to do a chest x-ray and spirometer test (it sure took him long enough to get around to testing me!) To my surprise he blurts out that I have moderate COPD! I am so angry that testing wasn't done years earlier after all of the trips to doctors, ER's and urgent care centers always complaining of shortness of breath. So about a month or two after the diagnosis finally hit me I quit smoking cold turkey (April of this year) and haven't picked up one since. I was put on 2 inhalers - Ventolin and Spiriva and just like that my life did a 180! I'm constantly on the internet reading anything and everything I can about this disease and I've joined several message boards. I'm scared and know this disease will progressively get worse until I struggle for every breath. I've quit going out and doing fun things; I've cancelled summer plans, cruises, vacations and I've lost interest in everything because of this disease and my depression has reached an all time high. I care about nothing anymore, all I do is obsess over what I'll go through as the disease worsens. So, yes, I do kind of know how you feel, I think I have all of these diseases with every cough, every pain, every headache I get I think it's cancer and that I'm getting close to death. I lay awake every night worrying, thinking that I need to hurry and have a will made and help my husband learn how to pay the bills and take care of the things I now take care of so he'll be OK when I'm no longer here. This is how drastically my life changed after the COPD diagnosis - nothing will ever be the same for me ever again. I don't smile, I don't spend time with my family or my grandchildren, I don't go out and have fun, I just spend my days worrying and preparing to die.
Sorry for going on and on. I wish I had the few symptons you spoke of as colds, flus and infections can be helped with medication and soon go away. Take care and do all you can to be healthy now so you have no doubts when you get older like me. I'm living with the "only if's" every day and wonder how much better my life would be if I'd taken better care of my health over the years and never started smoking! Best of luck with everything!
chrisv55 MaggieMuffin
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Jeanette, sorry to hear about all these stressors you have. I am a Board Certified Biofeedback Specialist, & I know for a fact that if you go to have a Biofeedback session from a specialist, you will totally be amazed and happy again. It made me a believer, and now I own a Biofeedback device so I now run sessions on people. I have helped many people with many many stressors. You will definitely become more positive about yourself, and everything. Please seek one out
MaggieMuffin chrisv55
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I will definitely look into this biofeedback, I just hate the thought that my doctors all want to just keep me medicated and I can't deal with some of the side effects. This last Doctor wanted me to take Seroquel XR & after googling it found out it's not for anxiety but for bipolar depression which I don't have (I have suffered from depression for quite a while though, but never told I was bipolar) and some of the side effects from this drug are not things I want to experience. Thanks for your help!
chrisv55 danny1981
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Same to you Danny. Please seek out a Biofeedback Specialist. Because Dr's & western medicine is getting ridiculous anymore.
You go to the Dr and all they want to do is give you medication that just damages your body somewhere. Google it..... Quantum Biofeedback. They'll definitely find out what's wrong.
gwendapolly danny1981
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