Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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Roma_V
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Went to my GP and explained what was going on. I am now back on Cit 10mg. for a few months. I had wondered if stopping the Cit 10 all of a sudden started the tears and short tempers, but the GP said I had done the right thing as the 10mg is the lowest of dosages.
Before I started Cit 10 the first time round, the GP told me if I was to take Cit 20 every other day I would probably feel worse as that would give me an "up" one day and "down" the next. Hence going on to the lower dose. Do you think that could that be happening to you by what you said in your message about "coming off it properly".
It may be an good idea to have a talk with you doctor as soon as possible.
Remember you are not alone!!
Good luck and take care
x
samantha54952 Roma_V
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He did warn me that there would be side effects from stoping the medication but they would go away. I finished my last script about a week and a half ago and about 4 days ago I began feeling so exhausted and weak. I am unable to get enough sleep to shake the feeling and the dizzy/ light headed feeling is more than I was prepared for. I am very tearful and feel anxious.
I hope this feeling will end. I do not want to have to go back on a medication due to the fact that I would like to try and conceive and the birth defects are very serious and I am not willing to risk it.
Please any reassurance would help
indy58040 samantha54952
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Have you tried bachs rescue remedy? Meditation/ relaxation techniques? I'm confident these terrible feelings will pass, if you need anything let me know. I'll send you my email and will help anyway I can! You're soooooo not alone in this battle.
lena25 indy58040
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Any suggestions would be great! Thank you very much
Lena
lena25 samantha54952
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Any suggestions would be great! Thank you very much
Lena
sylvia_01740 indy58040
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But this time I'm determined, I've gone from 20 down to 10 over 6 weeks, Tuesday will be my last day.
But like you I ach all over, I find it very hard to get out of bed in the mornings, I have a constant headache, and feel worse then I've ever felt, but at the same time I really don't want to be on citalopram, I've put so much weight on with it, and I'm on slimming world diet too, and it's hard when you go for weigh in and nothing has come off.
I just want to feel normal again.
gillian176 sylvia_01740
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i now take st jons wort as I could not cope after it left my body..see my last post
it worked for me when I needed it tho , for which I am very grateful
sheila33024 sylvia_01740
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I was told by my physician that you can suffer from seratonin withdrawals when coming off citalopram. Here is what has been working for me:
I started at 60mg a year ago and noticed some bad side effects like hair loss and went down to 40mg. I observed that 40mg was fine and since everything seemed to be going okay, I decided to start weaning off about 3 months ago. What I discovered was that by dividing my dose in half - half in the morning and half before bed - I suffered less anxiety than taking waking up anxious in the morning because yesterday mornings full dose had completely worn off.
I started with 20mg in the morning and 20mg at bedtime and am now at 20mg in the morning and 10mg at bedtime with no harsh side effects.
**Please note that I am coming off because depression is not a problem any longer, only anxiety and sleep. I still take medication for those as needed (clonipin and ambien). I have noticed that I use my clonipin a slight bit more now that I am decreasing my celexa, but have also taken caffiene out of my diet and added exercise (walking) to help manage stress.
My best advice: slow steps and if it something doesn't work, go back and wait a while and then try again.
barbara39398 sylvia_01740
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malissa22890 lena25
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angela61922 gillian176
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I have teenagers and young children....5 in all!
adam6454 indy58040
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About 2 weeks ago my dosage of Citalopram was reduced from 20mg to 10mg. I had been on 20mg for nearly 6 years. Since the reduction I have felt really up and down. Tearful, very sick, dizzy and generally down. I have very intense dreams and wake up exhausted most days. Some days are not too bad. I was wondering if you have any advice to get through these tough times..I am aware it's going to be a rollercoaster so any advise would be really appreciated. Many thanks
cindy1957 sheila33024
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gillian81071 angela61922
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how long did your symptoms carry on for and how do you feel now
nikki-yvonne Roma_V
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,This is my 28th Day off Citalapram - Feeling better - i do get a little upset and moody but i have been told by a few different people in the medical proffession this is part of the course and your body is ajusting without the tablets .I am ready a book calles the reality slap - which is really helping it is about postive future thinking only read a few chapters but tryinng to re focus my thinking without relying on tablets which just masked my problems not solved them.If you had asked me this time last week i was about to give up and start some near tablets -glad i did not ,as although i do get stressed easily i am getting use to finding ways to cope with it like listernig to soft music ,laying on my bed for 15 minutes . I am still hoping this time next week i will still be feeling the same ,as i new alert .So to all my forum friends that are struggling it does get better i did not believe it at first -I am so glad to ride the side effects -Take care all - It was worth it for me in the end -i have my life back .
g39280 nikki-yvonne
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I've never been much a tablet taker and I've come to the conclusion they rarely solve the problem, just mask it. Understanding that the thing Citalopram is supposed to treat is all in my head, I've come to think that's the problem to be addressed. CBT with a psychologist worked the best and there aren't really any side effects, just getting better and seeing things differently.
annice56558 nikki-yvonne
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I totally agrre with you on the positive thinking. Did you wean off or just stop taking Citalopram? I've started weaning off after 11 years on it . I wish I could just stop but I'm so afraid.
nikki-yvonne annice56558
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Sleeping_Better g39280
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My reason for being prescribed Citalopram was involuntary screaming in my sleep over 7 years (night terrors or fit-like events??) which sometimes caused physical injury eg. to my voice box and neck muscles.
This drug has reduced these incidences by 98% though I would much rather not take it, hence my viewing at this site .......
fancy_222 sylvia_01740
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patricia20051 fancy_222
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meghan31557 barbara39398
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haylie24 samantha54952
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I have been on Cit 40 MG for my past 2 pregnancies. the dr puthe me on it because of the anxiety I was feeling with my 2nd and third child. I had not stopped taking it between the 2, because 5 months after my 2nd I was pregnant with my third. But both of my children are fine normal healthy children. the only problem with my girl was kidney reflux but I expected that because it runs in the girls in my family. but she is now 18 months and it has fixed it's self! but I don't think you have anything to worry about being on the drug and getting pregnant..
nikki-yvonne
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I am still struggling so i have decided to go to Hypnotherapist to see if this will help -- Just wondering if anyone takes 5HTP and it helps systems and depression ?? - And if you can take it with Hrt patch -- And does anyone really know how long it takes before you feel yourself after Anti depressents discontinuation syndrome ?? There does not seem to be much data .. I read that you could feel yourself after approx 3 Months to 3 Years -- Anyone been through this i would love to hear from anyone -who has sucessed and are Free from Anti Depressents ..Thank you
nikki-yvonne
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bob45964 nikki-yvonne
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carol33553cupof bob45964
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Hi Bob I'm currently 7 weeks cold turkey from cipramil and would love to know how you are finding it please
nikki-yvonne carol33553cupof
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bob45964 carol33553cupof
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Hi Carol. It is getting easier every week. Most of my anger is gone, the brain zaps are decreasing, slepp is better, and my mood is improving. I didn't stop cold turkey but gradually decreased over a few months before stopping.
nikki-yvonne bob45964
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zimzima samantha54952
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Hey Samantha,
I'm so glad I got to read your comment and fidn this thread as I'm in the same boat. Just moved to a completely new country for me away from my entire family and friends to be with my husband and start our new home. Got off the tablet gradually as I don't want to risk birth defects as well...
Been a week since I got off and I'm feeling super light headed and disoriented and really teary eyed... I feel alone and cry for the slightest thing... I was quite ok with comng to my new home and all of t long as i was on the tablet, but getting off of it has been so hard. I'm about a week in to it now.
Have you found any hope? Are you back on it? I really want to have a baby and start a family but can't do so whilst I'm on this...
allie88849 barbara39398
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alyson61061 fancy_222
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I was attacked in my home by my ex husband when I was eight months pregnant I went on citalapram straight after my son was born he's six now and I took my tablets every day some how I believed they were saving me my ex husband came up to see the children and stole my tablets couldn't get a new prescription because of bank holiday four days without them I feel lousy but figured if I feel this bad without them they weren't good for me in the first place I'm determined never to take them again good luck to everyone
ingleby1996 Roma_V
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I have been taking Cit 20mg for 7 months now due to bad anxiety . My anxiety has reduced a lot and very occasionally having panic attacks. I don't consider myself a weak person and never knew these tablets were anti depressants when my doctor prescribed them to me, I just assumed it was to calm my anxiety down, which i'm assuming it has.
I would like to come off these altogether eventually as I feel as a person I do not want to rely on any sort of medication. I tried coming off them before not realising there was going to be withdrawal symtoms...I came off them for 2 days and on the 3rd day I started experiencining dizziness, sickness, tiredness so I went back on them and been meaning to seek medical help.
I still haven't got round to going to the doctors yet, but I would like to know how long it takes for the withdrawal symptoms to stop and how long it would take to come off them altogether???
Any advise would help x
threadneedle fancy_222
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My GP gave me a programme to come off over 2 months, but I think it might not be enough time. Finished taking them 3 weeks ago, was OK for the first week, then started feeling really low with a lot of crying, feeling low, swishing sensation in my head, and slight dizziness, also lack of sleep and fatigue. I just hiope and pray that it will get better, as I have hair loss and pins and needles in my feet, which I am sure were caused by the citalopram caused, God bless you for your information.
threadneedle bob45964
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crystal23 zimzima
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Hello zimzima!!!
I have a question! I see you posted this 3 months ago, so I'm wondering how everything is currently with coming of cit for you? I have been on cit for a little over a year and I just got off it. Been off for about 5 days now and im not feeling well and needed a little hope. I feel EXTREMELY dizzy all the time. And light headed almost like I live in a balloon. I'm starting to feel nauseous, and kind of losing faith here. I took myself off to have a baby.
fran72020 crystal23
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Donna00112 crystal23
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If you referring to me, the physicians in the hospital took me off cold turkey. So, when I returned home a week later, I decided that I had better take at least 20 mg daily. (I was on 40 mn. daily). Now, my psychiatrist has me on 10 mg. daily and started me on another antidepressant. I'm still feeling nauseated, dizzy, trouble sleeping, very anxious. I worried about all this. However, we must hang in there to get through this!
Donna00112 threadneedle
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crystal23 fran72020
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threadneedle Donna00112
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Hope71736 Donna00112
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Hi Donna, i too am coming off citalopram. I glad your withdrawals are gone. I'm feeling the withdrawals and this gives me hope. Is there any way you can share how you're feeling now that your off? Thanks
rajithagoli Donna00112
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mark32279 lena25
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besa1111 nikki-yvonne
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stefan79621 patricia20051
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Hello my name is Stefan and I have been on cipramil 20 for around 17 years but only 10 mg (cutting tablets in half) for around 10 years. I started taking 5mg for last 2 years (cutting tablet in 4). I stop taking Cipramil for the last 2 months and it's hard but possible as I didn't feel that good taking it anymore as I was forgetting things and quite slow in decision making(driving, etc). What is your latest feedback please in regards to getting off cipramil as I am planning to stay off from now and looking for alternative. Thanks
mark32279 stefan79621
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Hi Stefan the most important thing is has the mood shifted, if so then you can also reduce using the liquid form of the medication and do it literally drip by drip, the levels your taking are not strong so its psychological as well, although this drug is not addictive the part that is addictive is the improved mood, dont be surprised that the low mood or anxiety insidiously creeps back and find ways to improve mood with mood food or being with people
gillian176 stefan79621
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when i came off i was given 10 mg tabs do found it very easy to actually cut down to 1.25 mg
you font need liquids use your pill cutter
i was a fiend at reducing
took me a year from 20mg
no side effects
however my mood was not good after 6 weeks
took me 3 years trying other things
BEEN back on it 2 years
i may get down to 10 but i will always take it
my body misses that chemical
its familial
stefan79621 mark32279
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thanks a lot for your reply MARK in regards to cipramil and your opinion about certain things how to control and pretty much fight mood swings and the rest. I NEVER thought about mild dosage liquid form and will keep that in reserve as I REALLY want to be free of all antidepressants. Have u heard of any alternative medicine or herbs / tablets that could maybe help? thanks and best regards. STEFAN
stefan79621 gillian176
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yes I UNDERSTAND it's okay I KNOW how u feel as I AM getting mood swings because I QUIT taking tablets but so far managing but fighting hard to keep off anti depressants. I was on 5mg for 1 year and than I stopped 2 months ago. It's not the best at home and work being off the cipramil but I THINK it's possible and I AM trying hard to not take it again. THANKS
stefan79621
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i have been taking copramil for about 17 years and it's long time but IT's much better than prozac and other tablets but I AM looking for alternative
gillian176 stefan79621
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well let me know !!
looking back to 2015 i think i was still ok on about 5 mg
it was 6 weeks later it hit me
i ask myself the same thing... should i comr off it.... slowly.., but experience shows me i need that chemical
why come off it ?
its no differant to taking thyroxine or insulin or heart meds
i need it
lois95799 gillian176
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i need it also .i would never on earth say oh im feeling good let me come off.yes im feeling good because of the celexa duh.iam stronger than my Curiosity.and playing with these tablets is no joke.best regards.
gillian176 lois95799
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ABSOLUTELY!
Thankyou for saying that
mark32279 stefan79621
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HI Stefan
using the liquid form of an anti depressant has several advantages, first what is a fact is that under a certain level the drug has no therapeutic value and the link made is mostly psychological as 5 mg is so low that it would have lost most of its strength, with the liquid intake few drops in water already changes decades long pattern of taking tablets, the entire pattern of taking tablets is changed thus making good progress,
moods can be resistant to change and a more assertive way is required. so mood food, water intake and sports that involve people are part of that change.
Its a good idea to find and list the things that trigger your swings if you dont know its fine but every time your mood swings afterwards write it down so you are carefully bringing this into awareness
take care
stefan79621 mark32279
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Hi Mark THANKS a lot for your feedback/intake in this and your advice to write down what triggers mood swings. REGARDS Stefan
marion73562 indy58040
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im the same i weand of about 3 weeks ago and i have flue like symptoms palpatations and so tired how long does this last any help