Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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pinchie
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gillian176
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I was ......and still am considering this myself..if the cutdown doesn't work.
Absolutely it's no competition
My GP did say at one point ..well if you have to stay on them at least you will be a happy old bunny!
True
Am seeing how it goes
I still feel I am naturally low on seratonin...do you think that?
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clare1974
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gillian176
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I started taking them in the morning but that time didn't really work as felt
A... it wasn't consistent time and I was concerned I would forget
B. If they made you sleepy I thought it would help to take at night
so took at night and I must admit now I am reducing..am on second week of 10 mg and intend to do 10 for several weeks... I am not sleeping as well!
So there you go
Clare...read our past posts...poor you..20-10 I could not do..get a pillcutter , get 10 mg tablets from gp and so 15 mg-20-15 -20 until you feel comfortable with it
Suicdidal and crying sounds like I was before I went on 20 mg a day in feb..it's horrid
Am not sure if your actually asking that or not but that's what I did and would recommend
See my posts today actually ,there are no prizes for stopping it
And if it helps and you can't reduce it does not matter
And I am not sure that some of us aren't just short on producing our own seratonin....
Let's be happy on tablets and not miserable :-))
karen540
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Has any body else read that in rare cases ssri's can trigger bi polar? I totally get why it seems better sometimes to just stay on them but the more I've read about the long term effects of staying on them the more concerned I feel.
I've had every reaction listed while comming off and am now down to 5mg with every 3rd day nothing, I am more alert and 'switched on' than I was while on them and am only just realising the impact they have had on my relationships at work and with my family members. One friend said it was as if
I had disappeared and been replaced by someone else!
I would love to hear from anyone who has successfully managed to completely come off them, how long do they continue to affect you and before you feel back to normal, I could really do with some hope for life without citalopram at the moment!
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Ruthiepegs
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I'm as stable as I'll ever be. I'm definitely not depressed, which I don't think I was anyway before I took these tablets. I'm in my 50's, going through hormonal changes, quite moody, lose my temper quickly, cry a lot, don't deal with stress very well, have a 12 year old son with social/emotional/aggression problems and a normal 15 year old teenage daughter, have financial problems and a husband with on-going health issues. All that said, I'll be damned if I EVER take any of these tablets again, I'll manage without them.
Life can be hard sometimes but these difficult phases normally pass and things get better. I live in hope!
I've got one of those special light thingies somewhere in the basement, I think it must be time to get it out.
Bye for now people.
Ruth x
linnyM1978
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Not posted in a while, but thought I would share my experiences with you.
It has taken me months to get where I am, but finally I have tapered down and am now taking nothing. I was initially on 20mg and had been for two years. Weight gain was my deciding factor to come off the drug, I also feel that the drug caused me to be more anxious.
The way I come off was to go from 20mg/10mg alternate days for three weeks, then 10mg for another 3 weeks, then the same with 10/5mg. I stayed on five for a while and then went 5mg/0 alternate days. Eventually I started to take 5mg every 3/4 days.
I am on my 9th day of taking nothing and I am hoping that if withdrawal symptoms were going to come, they would have arrived by now? Don't get me wrong, I have had the odd brain zap, felt dizzy and slightly nauseous but nothing unmanageable (as yet). I do realise it is still early days though as these tablets stay in your system for months.
I have tried a number of times this year to come off the tablets and each time have had to go back on them as withdrawal has been unmanageable. This is the farthest I have come and I feel that I am past the point of no return and have to stick with it no matter what.
I just feel that maybe the time wasn't quite right every other time I have tried to withdraw.
I would be interest to hear anyone elses withdrawal stories who are now completely free of the tablets.
I wish you all the best on your journeys, it is so hard but so worth it xxxxxxxx
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