Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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cmc46
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Benny going from 60mg to nothing must have been awful, very brave thing to do.
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linnyM1978
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CMC46, you will get there - it just takes time. Don't know about you but the more I reduce, the more I feel my old self returning. I am hoping that the weak, anxious me is slowly going, and that I turn into the glass half full person that I was before my depression. I also hope my good memory returns in time too.
Keep going xxx
cmc46
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linnyM1978
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gillian176
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This is how I felt initially before I started the tablets. Although probably more intense bad than now...
I,m thinking well it takes time for your brain to readjust but was it better when cit readjusted!
However my memory is definitely worse, and I don't think I want it to get worse than it already is...
steve87287
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times but kept coming back because of the withdrawal symptoms.
( Started feeling irritable angry etc..)
This time I may have accidentally stumbled across a natural way to wean off the Citalopram besides just
lowering the dose and frequency.In doing some reading and testing I have found that Potatoes have high doses of Seratonin .I have been eating just a couple of plain old Russet Potatoes a day and been feeling a
little bit better.I live in the Western USA so that happens to be our most prevalent spud .I am sure wherever
you are a in the world another variety would work just fine.This has worked for me and I definitely not a medical doctor.Just thought I would share this with the forum of Citalopram users.
Goood Health and Good Luck to all of us stressed out souls.
clare1974
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johnnymm1
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Unfortunately I have had to start taking them again. Hey ho - I suppose I have to face facts and reach a compromise between depression and side effects (including annoying weight gain).
Good luck to everyone
gillian176
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Yes Clare I am the same, a glass of wine helps doesn't it but but..
I used to sleep fairly ok but now on week 4 of 10 mg, after week one I definetly don't sleep as well and wake with anxious thoughts and can't get back to sleep either
I can have anxious thoughts during the day and things I used to take in my stride at 20 mg, I am not doing at the moment
I think I have lost weight since reducing
I certainly don't feel as .....joyous ...as when I was batting along at 20 mg...time will tell if 10 mg stabilizes before my next drop down
Thanks for your support and feedback
We are not alone
steve87287
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It is amazing the power of the Citalopram. I quit drinking Alcohol
over 5 years ago and that was a good decision. I did not have anywhere
near the withdrawal symptoms that I have experienced with the Citalopram.
I began taking the Citalopram because of a high stress job that I used to have.
I guess it is not really bad to be addicted to it - it just seems like such a crutch -
much like alcohol was for me.
But if a person is happier and functions better it is a good thing. Like you say - better to be happy
on tablets than miserable.
Steve
marbel
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yes 80 or 90% of seretonin is produced in the gut so a good diet is essential. Who would have suspected the potato. I hope you have a good variety of recipes for them!. My pharmacist recommends taking a pro biotic when reducing citalopram to help good gut health. Thank you for the tip re potato.
gillian176
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This is the link to foods Rich in seratonin/ helping etc