Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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joslyn79946
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I am really feeling the need for some support during my process of coming off Celexa, as i have no one around me who can know what its like. I started taking 20mg about 10 months ago to treat minor depression and get through a tough time in my life. I hated relying on a drug and recently felt i was ready to come off. I did not go to a doctor, but did research to see what the best way to discontinue it would be. Knowing I was probably not tapering off enough, I chose to half my dosage for a week, then I completely stopped. Its been a week and half since i stopped altogether. I felt okay at first, other than the woozy, light headed feeling. The last two days I was very fatigued. Absolutely no energy at all. And I've noticed over the last couple days that I've been very irritable. Now, I'm feeling very emotional about the smallest things and today I've felt very low, like how i would feel on occasion before taking the drug in the first place. Having read about withdrawal symptoms, i'm now wondering if my feelings of depression are symptoms of coming off the drug or if they're how I feel underneath the drug, if that makes sense. Will it pass along with the other symptoms? I'm not willing to admit defeat yet and I have given myself until April to see how I feel without taking the drug. Hopefully, by that time, the withdrawal symptoms will have passed and I can more accurately assess my state of being. Any thoughts or advice?
Thank so much!
michelleNorth_America
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From what I can tell everyone metabolizes this drug differently, however most seem to have withdrawal issues. It sounds like you may have stopped to abruptly? Slow, slow, slow seems to be a very successful route.
I am down to 2.5 mgs everyday - on week 7 and will continue another 7 or 8. I tried cold turkey and not for me.
I wish you well.
Micehelle
michelleNorth_America
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Thank you so much for posting the article url - it was very interesting. I think maybe now since all these drugs are so main stream and so many people are on them it's relevant.
We just don't know what we don't know.
It's almost like cigarette info that surfaced in the 1950's and now we know for a fact the impact they have on our health.
Thank you again - Michelle.
Ms_Mac
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As the article stated, there is no way of measuring what the brain needs. I don't think being on it for 14 years has done me any good but, at the start, I did need SOMETHING! I am going to look for alternatives which I can take when I feel I need something instead of taking pills every day.
Bit nervous, today, but hope tomorrow will be better. At least I haven't cried! That, believe me, is SOMETHING!
Ms_Mac
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michelleNorth_America
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I've never taken so many deep breaths with coming off this drug, some days I too feel so annoyed by little
things. I take a deep breath and try to focus on what is really bothering me, as in dis placed anger.
It's helping, but truly a work in progress.
Ms_Mac
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joslyn79946
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I've been having to really close my eyes and take a lot of deep breaths lately. I also work out a lot, which I find helps. Glad there are others on this crappy journey with me...
Ms_Mac
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jolene10438
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I've been on 40mg of Citalopram for about a year now, having previously been on fluoxetine for several years.
Since being on the citalopram I have felt a lot better in myself, my depression has eased off a lot (except for the first day or two of my period) and I am not as anxious as I previously was.
I suffer with social anxiety and going anywhere on my own was impossible. Since taking citalopram I've managed to fly to Spain on my own!
My current problem is that I didn't collect my prescription in time this month and the lack of medication has caused a bit of a vicious cycle.......I need the meds to be able to go out but I have to go out to get the meds!
I've therefore had no meds for two weeks now and frankly I can't wait to get back on them. My depression is hitting hard, any little thing gets me down and I feel completely worthless. On top of that the dizziness & headaches are awful.
I know a lot of people on here are desperate to come off them but I feel like I still very much need them. Hopefully sometime in the future I'll no longer need them but that time is not now.
The other thing I've seen on here about citalopram is that people have experienced weight gain while taking them. Perhaps it's just the way my body's made up but I haven't had any weight gain while taking them. In fact I lost weight just before switching meds and I honestly think they have kept me from putting weight back on!
Anyway, that's my experience of citalopram.
Ms_Mac
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You mustn't run out!!! You just can't do that or you will end up a mess. Surely, someone could have collected them for you? Most pharmacies have a delivery service for elderly and infirm so, I'm sure would have delivered them for you that one time.
As for weight gain, the leaflet inside says it can also cause weight loss but these side effects are general and work differently for different people.
S
Ms_Mac
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Had to post this link because it says not to take grapefruit with Cit. I've done that loads of times!
jolene10438
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Unfortunately my pharmacy wouldn't have been able to deliver my meds as I haven't yet picked up the paper prescription from my Drs and taken it to them.
Planning on doing it asap though as I really need to get back on them
Ms_Mac
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When they deliver, the pharmacist collects the prescription from the doctor.
beverly10109
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But I've managed to come off Lyrica Oromorph and the Citropram so far!!
I get awful headaches, no sleep and night sweats. But I have a complex medical history. I am still on Matrifenpatches and COPD medication plus Diazapam for neck nerve pain.
Before a car crash 2006 I wasn't on any medication.