Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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beautifulday
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Sorry you are having a bad day, are you just starting coming off these tablets or have you come off completely?
beautifulday
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You could try going back on a much smaller dose to see if that helps, but if you are feeling seriously bad please go back and see doc.
best wishes
beverly10109
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Ms_Mac
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Had something happened in your life that triggered it off? I tried coming off before and felt terrible but, looking back, it was someone and not lack of pills that caused it. My timing wasn't right. Your life has to be ok before coming off imo
Ski_kidout
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I've been on Citalopram for 2.5 years since going through a very messy divorce. I hadn't really felt great since 2002 after having my second child and going through quite serious post-natal depression (not picked up at the time).
After reaching an all time low in August 2011 my doctor suggested Citalopram. I began taking the tablets the day I got them and felt incredibly drunk. I then realised that the evening was the best time to take them!
After a few days my lips started tingling and swelling up - I was allergic to the tablet coating/binding agent, so I was given the Citalopram in drop form. It was a bit of a pain at first, but now I'm beginning to start weaning myself off this drug, it's possibly a lot easier than being on tablets. I would suggest to anyone who wants to come off Citalopram that this might be a good way forward. I'm now down to 3 drops each day (40mg/ml concentration) which is about 6mg.
A nutritionist friend suggested taking a high strength vitamin B complex (good for adrenal ie hormonal problems) and high strength omega 3 oil both of which are having great effects at boosting my energy levels.
Another huge factor, in feeling like I can move on without these drugs, is to take some form of exercise. I stopped doing any and I felt rubbish. Now I do a few squats each morning along with about 15 sit-ups. It doesn't sound a lot but it's making a difference. I could go all out and recommend Crossfit to everyone as this is where I'm heading! It's been proven to help depression, as does any form of exercise.
These are just a few ideas that are working for me. Good luck to everyone coming of any medication.
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beverly10109
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to see a neurologist at local hispital who yol me to come off
all my nedications. How I gave tried but now I have to go
back to GP this week with such terrible symptoms. Then 11th
see that neurologist again. Dreading it crying all the time. She diagnosed
"functinal weakness" which ever doctor latches onto now putting
ALL symptoms diwn to. Nothing can be done for it so BIG
Cope out . I loose all left side use including speech. Hohum
clare1974
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michelleNorth_America
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I had the exact same time frame reaction, at week 3 @ 2.5 mgs - dizziness and gum blisters.
I am now at about week 7 and am recovering from the flu ( however it is rampant where I am ) and the gum blisters are not going away. I go back to the dentist this Monday. Oh and last week my tongue was swollen and did bleed on and off. The tongue swelling has now passed and I think a couple of different foods might have been aggravated the gum blisters, so I stopped eating two things I love and eat in abundance :
arugula and shrimp. I have had neither in a week as of today and the gum blisters are back were they were, which just means they're tolerable. However yesterday I awoke with a migraine, which lasted for about 3 hours. I've had some headaches since I started my reduction, but nothing too bad. Today so far no headache /migraine.
The worst though has been the itching - especially my scalp. In my web searches, I can find only a couple posts about scalp itching + cit., both posts said it lasted a long time and then just stopped.
Ok - for the good, I can tell my mood is different in a good way and I am as of the last 3 nights sleeping a little better. I remain optimistic and am going to stay on 2.5 for at least another 6 weeks.
I wish everyone the best - Michelle
michelleNorth_America
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I am so glad you posed this question. I too have been on this drug for IDK since 2002? I was given cit for
PMS, which I haven't had for years now. So exactly, what does it do to the brain long term if you really
don't "need" it. However it did work for my PMS, way back then..
Ms_Mac
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Lost my history, when I had to get laptop cleared of viruses, so can't find the great article I had read about taking Cit.
Taking the many SSRI's helped me through a few bad patches but maybe it was just the placebo effect - who knows? I needed that 'crutch' but, now that I'm in a better place, I feel I can stop. What would happen to me though if I kept taking it for another 14 yrs.? I really thought I would be on it for life as I was convinced I had a chemical imbalance!!!
I just hope I make it without any drugs.
The best thing for me was dance classes. I would struggle to go but come out on a high that Cit. never gave. People say that about the gym, running etc. Maybe I will get back to those activities, now that I have so much more energy.
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beautifulday
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2004 - 2013 : 20 - 40mg citalopram and 6 unsuccessful attempts to come off.
Oct/Nov 2013 17.5mg 2 "wobbly" weeks after first dropping dose
Nov/Dec2013 15mg - same
Jan/Feb 2014 12.5mg - 3 "wobbly" weeks after first dropping dose
Ms_Mac
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At last I found the article I read. I found it extremely interesting, to say the least.
lee34449
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My first post on any medical forum. I have been taking citalopram for about 12 months. Went from 10 to 20, am now on 40 which my GP said was the max. I have been living with a number of medical conditions, which, along with personal issues, have left me with bouts of depression over the years. I resisted anti-depressants, but had to do something from making things worse. I still get severe bouts of anxiety over simple things. I have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, which causes severe tiredness & total body pain. Anyway, I will leave it at that for my first post & hope I can communicate with folk in the same position. Thanks for reading.
Ms_Mac
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There are several different threads, on this site, about antidepressants so hope you find one that will help you. This one is about people wanting to come off so there may be a better one for you.
lee34449
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My first post on any medical forum. I have been taking citalopram for about 12 months. Went from 10 to 20, am now on 40 which my GP said was the max. I have been living with a number of medical conditions, which, along with personal issues, have left me with bouts of depression over the years. I resisted anti-depressants, but had to do something from making things worse. I still get severe bouts of anxiety over simple things. I have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, which causes severe tiredness & total body pain. Anyway, I will leave it at that for my first post & hope I can communicate with folk in the same position. Thanks for reading.