Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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MargUK
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julie253567
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I keep on telling her that her body clock is running out lol, she tells me to tell my son who's 24 to have them, but, i cant trust him to walk across the road safely never mind be a dad, hes so laid back hes horizontal lol
So to keep my company apart from my hubby, i have a dysfunctional dog called Fred who thinks hes human, we've had to turn the door handles upside down as he can open them, had to move his treats as he can open cupboards, hes 6yrs now so has calmed down a lot, but when he was a puppy he was a nightmare lol
Hope you are all well today, am not to bad just a dull headache, so on monday will be going down to 5mg,
Ms mac, i've kind of adopted my neighbours 3 children 11,8 and 6, their mum is as rough and ready as you can get, but she has 3 of the most polite and respectful children i have seen in a long time, they are a credit to her, the youngest one is adorable with the most cheeky smile which melts your heart lol
right time to get off my bum and do some housework, then gonna take dog for a walk, no rest for the wicked hey lol
Juliex
Ms_Mac
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Your dog sounds adorable!!!! As for your daughter, you never know what the future holds. Her studying comes first, at the moment. No children around me now. Had horrible kids next to me who made my life hell. No-one liked them.
I had that dull headache too but glad to report that, and the dizziness has gone. Site or laptop running very slow when I type.
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haroldcob
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I had strep throat for a week and was in such a bad way I forgot to take my meds for four days. I decided to stay off them but its been a week now and the dizziness is a bit bad. I've felt out of it and have had a headache since I stopped taking it and today I felt pulsing in my headache but it wasn't bad. I'm 39 with MS and disabled so I can stay at home and relax and detox off Cit. I'm not sure how long the symtoms will last but I won't have insurance for another month so I can't afford to see my doctor right now and ask about it.
Since I stopped taking Cit I have started dreaming for the first time in years. It has also had a big impact (pun not intended) on my sex life. I feel like life will be much better with out Cit but I remember when I really did need it but now times are changed and I can't wait to move on without Cit.
Ms_Mac
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I'm having a rocky ride, with the withdrawal but I had rocky rides taking it so what's the difference? LIFE needs to change and I know that.
MargUK
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julie253567
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yes i totally agree with you, i would have been to scared to be a single mum when i was younger as my mum would have murdered me lol
its been 10 days on 10mg of cit and apart from a couple of headaches am pleased to say that am doing ok, i feel slightly guilty for saying that and sorry to everyone who is coming off them, but when i have this particular brand of cit, its wonderful no side effects what so ever!!!!
have only got a bout 2 weeks of them left, so am going down to 5mg in the next couple of days, thats if my skill of cutting them in half works out, the tablets are the oval ones, so there small enough already being cut to 10mg lol
still dont feel much emotion, am getting a couple of stomach churns like when you jump and your tummy flips, so maybe it will happen soon and i will be crying my eyes out, yeah i know its silly wanting to cry lol, but i know i'll be getting me back when i do
juliex