Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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MargUK
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Ms_Mac
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michelleNorth_America
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HTH -Michelle
Ms_Mac
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michelleNorth_America
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Try doing some research on the web and inserting pros and cons of "5HTP".
Everything I read said you need to be very careful, because it's considered a vitamin/herb and not regulated by what we call the FDA here in the states.
I did purchase a bottle the other day, but it is 50 mgs. and says one a day. However, I've only been off Cit now for 9 days and wanted to wait at least 3 weeks before I try anything else. I stopped after 2.5 mgs for 11 weeks.
I will say just 3 days ago I have started to get a little leg cramping, but nothing unbearable like the last time.
I also will say that I short tempered right now, but I come down just as quick. So just imagine...super pissed off and 2 minutes later and many deep breathes calm again. Seriously I couldn't make withdrawal symptoms up from this drug! LOL!
Tell me how did you feel other than just recently taking the 5HTP? Good?
Group hug to everyone! Michelle
Ms_Mac
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michelleNorth_America
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I am holding on that my mood will improve with the warmer weather!
:-) Michelle
Ms_Mac
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Just as well I live alone because I would have been hell to live with for a few days. To be honest, I was like that whilst taking Cit. I wonder what it did to my brain? I hope people get to know the nicer person I can be. I want these moods to go and never come back. I want my life back.
Goodnight from Dr Jekyll ---- or is it Mr Hyde?
julie253567
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well am still doing ok, i went to the hospital for a diabetic eye check, and got fantastic news that my eyes are ok, infact my vision has improved since last appointment, am convinced its because ive reduced the cit, one of the side effects does state blurry vision lol
oh well lets blame the cit lol, have only got bout 18 days left of my favorite brand of tablets, although i am going to gp's next week, not sure if i can get the same brand so either i try to come off them totally within the 18 days or go onto a different brand and take my chances with the side effects, i know which one i want to do, but am scared of falling off the wagon and maybe having to go back on them at the 20mg dose, oh the joys of cit lol
Hope your doin ok marg, if your thinking of going down to 5mg, then maybe we can do it together and try to support each other, i didn't realise it would be sooooo hard coming off them, especially when you've become dependent on them and using them for an emotional crutch.
well onward and upwards to clear thoughts and a life without the cit!!!!
Juliex
julie253567
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i've been taking omega 3 capsules for the last few weeks as some on the net state that it helps with the brain fog and fullness you get wen reducing cit. Not sure if its helping but it cant hurt
i dont buy a particular brand, just the 1000mg ones from the supermarket, and i take one a day, but u can take up to 3 apparently to help
Juliex
julie253567
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well today was the day i decided to cut it down to 5mg, so far so good, although i am having problems actually cutting the tablets in 4 even with a pill cutter
no side effects so far mind you it is very early days!!!!!!
hope you are all doing ok,
Juliex
michelleNorth_America
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You might try a razor for the further reduction. A razor is only thing I could find to get to 2.5 - I am sure that some of the pieces were uneven, I just tried to piece them together to look about the same size.
My pill cutter worked great until 2.5...
Best to all,
Michelle
MargUK
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Marg
Ms_Mac
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I wish I'd read this before now. My doctor was all wrong, telling me to stop over 2 weeks and after 13 yrs. on SSRI's No wonder I an feeling bad.
Still not feeling great - very emotional but, physically ok and lots more energy.