Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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Cuckoogoose
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karen261
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Cuckoogoose
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How are you doing?
truckerwoody
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lisa147
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izzy70
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coreytrevorlahey
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Besides the lessening of the good times, the only other qualm I had with Citalopram was that I became
inorgasmic unless I took a >2 day hiatus. I could see that seeming a juvenile reason to tamper with chemicals but your not 25 forever and it feels right.
I wanted to share my experience for the people on this page. Its wonderful to know your not alone. If anyone has advice or experience with going cold turkey from high daily doses I'd be greatfull. Thanks
coreytrevorlahey
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Besides the lessening of the good times, the only other qualm I had with Citalopram was that I became
inorgasmic unless I took a >2 day hiatus. I could see that seeming a juvenile reason to tamper with chemicals but your not 25 forever and it feels right.
I wanted to share my experience for the people on this page. Its wonderful to know your not alone. If anyone has advice or experience with going cold turkey from high daily doses I'd be greatfull. Thanks
emma261
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I thought I was doing okay as I only had a few slight dizzy spells but today I feel like I have been hit big time with all the with symptoms you get when coming off them. I keep getting funny turns kind of like a fuzzy/ pins and needles feeling all over my head and the dizzy spells
emma261
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I was saying I have been feeling awful today with the dizzy spells, funny feeling in my head, I am scared of my own shadow near enough as I keep getting this awful scared feeling coming over me like I did when I used to get my panic attacks before I started in these tablets.
I am at the point where I keep thinking should I just go back on them and accept I may never be free of them but at least I will feel normal?
We are going away in 8 weeks and I am scared stiff of going on the plane now these awful feelings are back as I just do not know how I will cope so think going back on them may help and will also mean I will not ruin our holiday with panic attacks as has happened before.
For all of those who have had these things when coming off can I ask how long you had them for before they passed as it would be nice to have a rough end in sight.
Ruthiepegs
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DevilDrug
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Joytotheworld
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sharon216
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Good luck to you all website www.Survivingantidepressants.org
Helpmeplease
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