Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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sara65
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whattheheck123
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Citalopram has helped me enormously I was delighted and wasnt bothered initially about the weight gain but 4years into taking this drug I am now very worried very worried indeed so I have decided to start shaving off parts of the tablet starting with 2 shaves for my first week three shaves for the second week and so on....
I am a little frightened because before I found this site and I am talking yesterday I was trying one day off 20mg one day on and on the day off I had some strange things happen in my head lol I can only describe it as my brain sort of fizzing, is that a brain zap??
Well with no sex drive whatsoever and no emotions at all I am looking sort of forward with a little trepidation as to what is going to be the outcome but anything has got to be better than feeling nothing.
My only hope is that the anxiety doesnt come back.
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truckerwoody
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18months. Before I began on the drug my life was ok but my head was a mess emotionally, I also suffer from trichotillomania and I was borderline suicidal. I would find myself waking up sat bolt upright in the night
hairpulling and in the day time I would stand in front of a mirror pulling for anything up to 8hrs with barely a
break. Crazy right?? Well as you can imagine this had a serious effect on my confidence and anxiety. After
taking 30mg citalopram my life has literally flipped on its head.!! Its given me my confidence back, my ocd is
easier to manage as I can "snap out of it" unlike before.
Since being on citalopram my life has improved dramatically... I have proposed to my wife, got married, got
my dream job (lorry driver) and me and my wife have bought our own place. BUT...now is the
hard part...do I risk coming off them or keep paying £7 ish for many years and deal with it. Mentally the fact
That I've achieved so much with their help puts doubts in my mind. Hard decision..!! Please help me... should icome off and risk being an emotional wreck again or stick with them because of the massive improvement
they have made in my life?? By the way I'm only 23 years old, 24 in 1 month. So I do have age on my side..this could swing it for me. Thanks woody.
linnyM1978
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Touch wood all is going well with my withdrawal. I started alternating 20mg and 10 mg every day and did this for three weeks and experienced minimal effects. I then went to 10mg every day for three weeks and am now alternating between 10mg and 5mg every day. I am so so pleased with how well its gone so far - I have never been able to get this far before. Maybe all the other times I had tried to come off I wasn't really ready but now I am. The only thing I will say is that I think that the drug actually made me more anxious. I have noticed that I am a lot more chilled and worry free since withdrawing? Weird hey! Still a way to go to get from 5mg to nothing which is the next step! I feel very very positive. Keep going guys!! xxx
linnyM1978
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johnnymm1
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WOODY - I had to stop citalopram because the side effects were worse than the benefits. I would do what Linny suggests and talk to your doctor. It sounds citalopram has been good for you, and you don't want to come off them too quickly or that can undo the good it has done.
Good luck guys and keep smiling!
julie250
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On the other hand for the last 10 days I have had a really horrible sweet taste in my mouth and more recently I have been feeling nauseous, dizzy and getting a "spaced out" feeling. I feel like I am doing things in slow motion. Dr today wasn't much help took bloods to check for diabetes. I told her that I had come off citalopram but I have to say I didn't think that was the cause either....not so sure now. I really don't want to start taking them again do you think they could be the cause of my symptoms??
sazzyfrank
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julie250.....yeah had the strange sweet sour taste, feeling distant, spaced out but it passes if you take it slowly. lots o luck.
linnyM1978
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julie250
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truckerwoody
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Cuckoogoose
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I have just stumbled accross this while searching the net for side effects to coming of Citlopram.
I have been on 20 mg for around 3 years and have been thinking about coming off it for a couple of months.
2 weeks ago I went away and forgot to take my tablets with me, although I was only away for a few days I decided this is the perfect chance to go cold turkey.
For the first week I had no symptoms wha soever and was really happy. 2 Weeks in and I am having trouble sleeping. (always been a bad sleeper but this is different), I keep getting splitting headaches which I can cope with but the worst thing is the feelings I keep getting. It is like my heart keeps fluttering as then jumps like when you have a fright..Is this normal, has anyone else experienced this.
I am also feeling a bit down today and very tired.
thanks in anticipation
karen261
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I dont know about other people but my side affects are numbness in the head, ringing in the ears, very tired mentally and physically, get upset stomaches. A'm on 10mls every 2 days, i also get headaches, even when ive slept i still feel like i havent slept at all.
I used to be on estalipram but doctors put me on citaopram as they couldnt afford the old one, ive never felt good on it, ive tried other antidepressants but still feel rough on them.
Does any one have any advice for me
lb53
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