Depression and Anxiety
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HI, this is the 1st time i have basically reached out for help. I'm a very private and frustratingly stubborn person. But i desperately need help. I have a serious case of Depression and Anxiety. Saw a GP a few weeks back. Diagnosed me with his handy little checklist and gave me a stress relief booklet and sent me on my way. Even after sharing that suicide is on my mind everyday.
I'm 23, unemployed, still staying at home with my mother and have had Depression for the larger part of my life. Though my family don't know about the Depression and Anxiety. Won't be telling them.
I have been looking for help for months but things take too long. Plus i have limited internet access and can't phone any specialists in fear of my family finding out.
I hate to admit it but i'm scared. I don't know how to move forward. I don't know how to even live my life.
I've had a rough and confusing childhood and painful teens. Not the worst, but bad enough to mess me up this bad.
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help16 Michael89
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mary2393 Michael89
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I believe it is going to be really hard to fight your depression if you don't know exactly what's causing it and how can you handle it. I know what you feel, there are several wounds that need to be healed, they take time to heal, it's really not fast and simple, but it is possible. Eating disorders, weight loss, other diseases, drug abuse, frustration, it all can come with it, but your life is valuable and important, you DESERVE to live a happy and enjoyable life, and depression can't lead your, it can come once in a while, but it can't be the main thing in your life.
You are already strong enough to look for help, so you can fight it, you are stronger than you think! Look for the source of these feelings and work this out with a good counselor! Many people love you and care for you. If you believe in a God, talk to him, share your feelings in a prayer, put it out. Get ready before talking to your family, but don't keep it inside yourself. Have faith!
You will make it!
ritu38954 Michael89
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crow- Michael89
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Loracia Michael89
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Do you have a job or hobby. Not having a go but a busy mind and body do tend to help not to fall into those dark lows.
LJ21 Michael89
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Michael I just wanted to tell you I know how you feel. I was told at a young age that I needed to get over it by someone who is no longer a counsellor. I felt with it for a few years contemplating everything I could even found myself in such a bad relationship where he used my depression to control me but I told myself that I needed to get help so I called a suicide hotline. I told my dr that I NEED meds and he prescribed many until I finally got the to last one available but it don't take away all the symptoms. I have found that if you open up to someone everyday and just tell them everything and you have to work on it. There is no one day cure. It has to be you and every ounce of strength you can muster up to not give in. Find one thing you like and use it as a vent. Mine is gaming or talking to the people I love. If you are feeling really low then don't be alone. Hang out with a loved one and just do something. I wish there was more I could do but I hope that my advice helps. There is people who care and know what it is like.
steph48035 Michael89
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Hi Michael,
Are you still there? I care and wanted to make sure you're okay. I was looking through this as I myself want to go to the doctor in order to start a path to recovery for my anxiety/depression. Just wanted to let you know that there are people who care about you that want to see you get better.
Thanks,
Steph