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Im sorry for this post but thank you if you are reading it.
I don’t sleep we’ll never feel refreshed feel tired all day, don’t do anything really.
I was getting a little better, but it’s beating me again. I try so hard to do simple things when I don’t do them I feel bad.
ive recently seen a phycatrist Dr last week, who is now changing my meds’ I am also going to be seeing a CPN each week.
Thing is I’ve nothing left in me. I was married had an abusive husband and was addicted to heroin for 15 years. I am clean off all opiates now just over a year and a half.
I had to flee from him without him knowing and move Back with my mother, she’s 70 now and I really feel for her with me I’m hard work I know.
you see I’ve got nothing to give, I couldn’t have children so no kids that has been hard to come to terms with.
Right now I’m thinking what’s the point? What have I got to offer anyone? How long am I going To feel like this? When’s it going to stop..
Im on loads of meds wether there working I do not know.
I have been taken advantage of over the years I’ve never put me first. Now it’s time I just don’t know how to start again.
Everything I try to do goes wrong I feel useless and worthless.
Please do not think I’m feeling sorry for myself I’ve tried to “pull myself together” tried to shake my head. As a lot of people I cannot see a way out of this it’s not that easy! If only!
I feel worthless and desperate my life’s on Pause I’ve lost so much how do I start again.
I’ve always been the one who fixes things but I cannot fix me!
if you’ve read this thank you I know I am not the only one who feels like this it’s just how to cope and what to do when I feel so low and see no point.
I live with my mother it’s hard for her to see me like this, I also snap and that’s just not on. Emotions everywhere.
every day I cry! I feel lost how do I find me again? Who am I
I’m sorry to go on am I the only one who feels they try to get better but gets beaten down again?
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