Desolate!

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Really just can't take anymore and no one will listen. I just wish I was brave enough to end it all

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    hang in there cleora. focus on your breath.  count to 10.  many of us have felt that way.  it will get better  is there a friend around that you can contact
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    what did the say?  are you havingapanic attack.  i have had some extreme anxiety as well... and those moments can be rreally really dificult.  canthey be of assistance?
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      Sadly not, they just tell me I have proved I can fight it on occasions so I have to just fight it! Don't think it's a panic attack as it lasts all day was just mornings now it's constant
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      If you need someone to listen too you, I am here for whatever you may need...what we have and go through is quite frankly unfair, that being said you can and will pull through this...I am getting tired of reading about people ending it...I don't want to see you as a statistic...please talk to me...I will help and listen to you...
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      Why are you terrified? First, try and find something to occupy yours thoughts in a positive manner...second, write down how your feeling, sometimes that may help you get it out of your system...is there something going on in your life that's causing you to feel and think this way? Third, you need to seek help from a doctor...together we can tackle your thoughts and turn your life around...it's going to take a lot out of you, in the end though, it will be worth it.,.remember you are worthy to be here and loved by many...
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    Hello Cleora

    Yours really is a cry for help!  Please do not think those dark thoughts.  Do you have any family?  You say you have no friends.  You must contact the mental health team again and insist you need help.  Do you also see a GP.

    People on this site are always willing to chat and help you....there are so many people suffering these problems.  Please try your very hardest to get help!  Good Luck.

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    Hey Cleora, Ive just joined this website and Im pleased I see people I can relate to. and while you have horrible torture you have us all supporting you and wishing you strength. The worst thing about depression is it consumes us all, but you are a strong person by reaching out for help even if you feel despair, so stay focused on people who care about you, i care about you, even though I dont know you. you MUST try and distract yourself, wash the dishes/change your bedding/hoover whatever! you must try and distract yourself from these feelings. xx
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    your not on your own at all, I feel exactly the same way as you do now but we have to be strong and not let depression or anxiety get in the way of your life. x
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    your not on your own at all, I feel exactly the same way as you do now but we have to be strong and not let depression or anxiety get in the way of your life. x
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    Hi Cleora

    Don't give up, this can be beaten and I am living proof of that.  I've had a diagnosisi of bipolar since 1998 and also get anxiety and at my worst felt very much like you, I once stood on a bridge above a fast moving road of traffic thinking of jumping, but thanks to God, I didn't jump, and how glad I am.  I got help, found a psychiatrist who would lisaten to me, as well as a sensible GP and I have pulled though.  Life now is a joy and it will be for you again.  Please don't give up, stay in tlouch with everyone here, there are some very good folk on this forum who will support you.

    God Bless

    Lizzie xxx

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      Just to add, that night I stood on the bridge I pulled though and took myself straight off to the local psychiatric unit late at night and told them I was suicidal and they took some notice of me, from there, everything began to get better.

      Hang on to whatever you believe in

      Lizzie

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      Do you have a psychitrist you can trust? if not, ask your GP to refer you.  I know you need help NOW, you could try The Samaritans, they are always there to listen,.  ASre you on any meds? what is your diagnosis?iof you have one.  Keep in touch, I'll keep replying

      Lizzie

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      I take escitalopram but that wasn't working so they added lorazepan and now pregablin. Though the leaflet says I should not have pregablin and lorazepan together started the pregablin last night. Yes I have a psychiatrist
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      Hi Cleora

      Why not try to get an emergency appointment with your psychitrist? I'm on citalopram, which I think is the same thing as you, and it took a long time to work, and I'm on the mximum dose now.  I have no experience of pregabalin, is it a mood stabiliser? and lorazepam is similar to the diazepam I take for anxiety.  Sounds like a good combination of meds but I know you need real help now, hence my recomewndation to get to see your psychiatrist.  I had conselling for while too and that helped as well.

      Don't give up :-)

      Lizzie

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