Drunk again

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Yes. I'm drunk again. Had 1 and half bottles of wine yesterday. Now half way through a litre of vodka. Found out my partner of 4 years went out Friday with a woman from Alonon. He's moved from aa to alonon now to get his kicks.

I only drink vodka when I'm really really sad. Was sober for several weeks but I've nothing to sober up for now.

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    tricky situation Paper Fairy and certiainly understandable that you are upset and drink. I was on vodka and a LOT but the more you drink the more you want and it never stops. Glad that your Dad can help as well. Try to have the or coffee to sober up....best of luck!!! Robin
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    Hi tar4..ADAS....STANDS FOR.....ALCOHOL AND DRUGS ADDICTION SERVICE...

    It is excellent as you can self refer...I attended for many years and it certainly helped...I had a wonderful nurse who now works on the transplant team at BIRMINGHAM CITY HOSPITAL....if they have any spare livers for transplantation. She oversees it all the way through...from start to finish...she was also a very good friend...to myself and all of my family....I had four home detox treatments with her....

    I also saw a psychiatrist for many years...who also became a good friend....he sectioned me four times for my own safety....

    It can help you so much...have a word with your GP...or as I said previously. You can just walk in and ask to talk to someone....they are all qualified and it is in complete confidence....

    I wish I had attended when I first began to drink....

    Over the 13yrs...I was completely sober for 9months...I found that I could then have a couple of drinks twice a week and I was fine...it is only recently that I have upped my intake again...even though it is not every day..thank goodness...

    I wish everyone on this forum happiness and good health...

    Take care of yourself...we can ALL BEAT IT. BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE....DEE xxxxx

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    Hi paper fairy

    so sorry I didn't get back to you yesterday. How are you doing? I know it's difficult, but hope the vodka has now gone. However bad you're feeling today, please don't continue drinking. You are sensible enough to know that the longer you continue to drink, the harder it will be to stop, and withdrawal will be worse.

    I hope you managed to get some medication from your dr to help you to stop. Keep posting as you have many people on this forum alone, who care about you and can support you.

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    Hi Vickiilou and friends on this site. Blacked out yesterday and been in bed all morning. The doc won't give me Diazapam and says I have to go to addaction again to get any medication. Look and feeling rubbish. I'm finishing off the vodka as I know it's the only way I will feel better ( for a bit today!). Looks like I will either have to sober up and suffer in silence or order some Diazapam on line. My dad wasn't very helpful yesterday so I'm on my own. I know this latest binge won't last for ever but when it's going to stop, I don't know. I darent just stop as you know I've had hallucinations in the past. So will probably get a bottle of wine and beer again this afternoon, to gradually detox. Won't get vodka though. Gives the staff at the shop something to gossip about anyway! Luckily the shop is only a 5 min walk. My doctors is a 15 min drive and I have a slow puncture so haven't dared drive for a week or two. Need to get it fixed, like myself!
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      You'll struggle to get diazepam online. No UK pharmacy will provide it without a prescription and most of the foreign pharmacies won't touch it. It takes a lot of searching, to find a legit company, one that gives you its address and contact details, a phone number. Then find independent reviews that are not plastered with employees leaving 5 star feedback.

      They are out there, but they are hard to find, and I'm speaking from experience. It might be just as easy and economic to have a private consultation and get a private prescription. The tablets themselves are cheap enough and once you have the prescription any pharmacy will supply them.

      Make sure you get a two box prescription, 2 x 28. One box should do it and then you have a spare if you find desparate times ahead.

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    Oh and bf of 4 years phoned me last night. Says it was all very innocent, him going for a coffee with this women from alonon. He says it's my head and I've blown it all out of proportion. Just confused, maybe I do believe him, not really sure at the mo..

    got the runs which I'm sure you've all experienced in the past!! The only food I can stomach is crackers!! 

    Anyway that's me!! Hope you're all ok X

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      Geru..The leader of addaction has just called me. Re Chesterfield . I called them as my doctor has said that the only I can get help is through them. He was rather condescending and said he would not discuss medication with me re the only way I can get better is antebuse. I pointed out to him that ... I'm  so sorry I'm so p*ssed off . I have a story to tell

       

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      I would go along and ask, how does disulfiram (Antabuse) help with delirium tremens. Are you refusing me a detox medicine, let me repeat that (take a phone that records with you and use it) again, are you refusing me a detox treatment. As you should know, disulfiram is not a detox medication.

      My GP has recommended I come to Addaction as you are the registered/preferred community alcohol/drug service for the area, of which the local health authority has given you the contract.

      So, before I write an official letter of complaint, stating that I followed the protocols, of first seeing my primary care provider (your GP) and then came at his request to the specialist listed by the local health authority, can I just ask for the third and final time, you will not offer me a detox treatment?

      I'd then go back to my GP, state what has happened, play the recording, and state that if he doesn't take action, that you will be putting in a complaint to the GMC, because between you, (your GP) and Addaction, neither of you are willing to offer me a detox treatment.

      If he says he can't prescribe it, say rubbish, the Red Amber Green code used by the area prescribing committee say that it is only a guideline and that a GP can prescribe any drug approved by NICE/NHS if they want to and that you have that in writing via email from them - I will email you a copy if it ever gets that far down the line.

      The only proviso, is when you are saying these things, you have to A) Be sober, okay if you need a beer beforehand to steady yourself, have one, but that means just the one to steady your nerves, no more and B) Take all the emotion out of it, imagine you are having these conversations on behalf of a friend and it doesn't directly affect you, plus stick to the facts.

      It is no good getting emotional, because you will often get angry, people don't respond well to angriness and the shutters just come down and you give them an excuse to say that you were drunk and came in ranting and raving. Just say what you have to say, in a very nonchalant matter of fact way, that worries people far more, because they can't sense what you're thinking.

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      Well, think of me, I have my appointment with Addaction at 2:00pm and I fear that it will not go well. But I must be seen to be trying all avenues, only then will a complaint stick like glue and everybody will have trouble trying to pass it on, because it is stuck to their hands and I've left them no wriggle room.
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    Paper fairy

    please don't give up. Plenty of us want to help you.

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    Hi paper fairy

    well at least your vodka lasted longer than it would have me!!

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    I'm sorry but I'm so ill. Will try and stay in touch. I think I'm going to die 
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    I feel like a very naughty child. I've been treated like a child by the doctor and addaction. The big boss man told me off as the last time I was there re  addaction, they could smell alcohol,!!!!! Is it just me and my stinkin thinkin, or ????
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      Be honest, had you had a drink? People who haven't had a drink are very acute to the smell of the stuff, just like non smokers pick up well when they get a whiff of tobacco.

      Never use mints to cover it, that just emphasises it even more. Have something to eat and then brush your teeth.

      Although I sometimes wonder what sort of people Addaction think they are going to get, when their raison d'etre is to treat people with alcohol addiction.

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      Re Addactuon....Yes I had drank. But I think I've missed the point. I drink and I go to addaction for help. Because I want to stop drinking. So yes, need a detox, I'm scared to just stop as I was really ill last night and I'm terrified actually as I think it will be the hallucinations, like 12 months ago. Dad given up. Just me now. 
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      You are on such a merry go round - but hang on in there - there isn't just you - we are all here for each other.
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      Well, book yourself a morning appoinment, have no more than one beer to steady yourself, have breakfast and clean your teeth.
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      You're going to have to get a hold of this, don't you? Or it will get a hold of you. neutral
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      Tho I've been very ill today and had to drink .
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      It seems to work, according to feedback, but is highly addictive, watch the doses and don't let them creep up, as the body becomes tolerant to it quite quickly and then dependency sets in.
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      Thanks so much for your feedback. Will be very careful. So kind of you..
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      we are many people following your troubles and do think of you since you have been through so much. Perhaps you have had more upheavel and ups and downs than most but we support you! Stay strong and come off the horrible drink....even Pepsi is better albeit full of sugar and bad for any diet!! ha ha a bit of light headed humour on a sugar rush since I like Pepsi and know it is bad for me....keep well!! Robin
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      Still awake. Crazy head won't switch off! Thanks and will keep posting. Been on this site 10 months now. If I don't post for a day or two probably a good sign that I'm on the recovery road again..thanks for your kindness and support x

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