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EVERYONE AROUND ME DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME BUT DEFINATELY SOMETHING ABOUT ME HAS CHANGED.HELP.

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cindy11191
cindy11191

Hello Everyone

I was once a jovial girl,a strong one,an opinionated girl, but now i am this girl who hides in her own skin,I am afraid to go for parties any more because i feel like i will have people talk bad about me.Im afraid to give opinions.

It all started one time when all of a sudden i started developing a fear that i will die,It haunted me,made me cry,made me afraid,I couldnt sleep i couldnt stop thinnking about it ,I was haunted by memories of my sister who passed away.It took alot of time to work through it with completely no help.

Now i worked through that and now everytime im with people i try to hide myself and try to please everyone looks like im looking for love form people.I never used to do this before.Everytime i post a comment on fb and someone critisizes it i quicky delete it in fear .Honestly i dont know whats happening but i know that i aint the same girl that i used to be before.

NO ONE ELSE UNDRESTANDS ME ANYMORE,CAN I FIND ANYONE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND ME HERE?? COZ I DONT UNDERSTAND MYSELF NOW ANYMORE!!!!!

 

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  • fx70349
    fx70349 cindy11191

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    Yes Milly, it is not easy but I was fortunate enough to be able to get out of that box by the time I had reached the age of 40 and since then I am truly free, I can tell you wholeheartedly. Nothing can bring me down anymore.

    Furthermore, I am also the master of my own self and  do not allow other peoples judgement affect me in any way nor do I let their preachings and proselytization make me feel guilty of anything.

    • frustrated61
      frustrated61 fx70349

      Posted

      Faz ~

      No offense, but, I can see fractures in your statements above written to Cindy.  Just sayin'

      Frustrated

  • Lindalu123
    Lindalu123 cindy11191

    Posted

    hi i think you still havenot got over your sisters loss.a visit to the dr and ask for a  counciller,might be a good idear.you sound afraid just being yourself incase you upset people.as you get older you will understand that you are a wonderful person and if people dont get on with you its there loss as for leaving comments on facebook leave it alone for a while as some people like to be cruel.hope you are soon feeling better

     

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