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Bless you , I don't recognise myself anymore . I feel like I'm going to collapse in a big heap all day . Sorry I am new to all of this myself , some of these lovely ladies will help you a bit more .❤ Steff .

Hi Kris, I've been going through this for a while now, and you wont believe me, but even though it doesn't exactly go away, you become used to it all and it doesn't seem to bother you so much. The trick seems to be that you just have to accept that this is a normal process, be kind to yourself and really enjoy the good days. There will be more of them, I promise you. Talk about it to friends, family or the lovely ladies here and you will get through it. Keep your sense of humour and fun, laugh at every opportunity, listen to music that means something to you and relax more. Take each day as it comes. All the best to you x

What a lovely post Louise. I wake up shaking and jittery every day. Kids have left home, empty house, had to give up my job due to ongoing pain in my neck/back.  You have made me feel a tiny bit positive - that I'm not the only one going through this. I try to write down all the good days so I can remember them. It's very hard!

It really helps our mood coming on here expressing ourselves doesn't it ? Xx

Hugs back , thank you everyone . 💋💋💋

Welcome to "The NutJob Society" Becky!! 

Thank you Deidra! How long have you been a member on this

Roller coaster ride?

You are welcome!  LOL  On and off since I was 33...I am 61 now!  I had to have a complete hysterectomy at 33, partial at 24.  And let me tell you, the first 6 months were a wild ride, until the hormones kicked in.  From then on I was fine...until January of this year when my GP decided that I should go off of my Premarin.  I had tried myself, but by the 3rd day, it was quite clear my body was not ready...at all, and would go back on them.  Well, in January all hell broke loose.  I had no clue who this person was, and what my body was going through, I would rather not be here!!!  So I told the doctor, I was not willing to do this anymore, so I went back on the HRT, and have been back to my normal self ever since!!  I will NOT be going off of them again!!  I'd say I have been back on them since March now.  I am human again!!!!!  I swear I felt more like a rabid dog, than human!!  LOL

Oh geez! It has been quite a ride for you. I have been

feeling the sledgehammer affect (anxiety, low moods, aches

etc) for about 4 months. Looking back though other parts of my body have been adjusting for a while. This is rough! I went from crying every day all day to every other day. My Mom and cousins onboth sides of the family were completely done by 50. Hope I

am, Im 48 now......Probably wishful thinking right?!

Wow...they are lucky!!  You may be just fine...everyone is different, and goes through it in their own time.  I was thrown into in surgically, with everything taken, including cervix, everything.  The first days in hospital, the poor nurses were changing my sheets 4 times a day, due to sweat just pouring from my body.  They were giving me hormone shots a couple times a day to get my body settled down.  It was crazy!  But I was just so glad to be out of pain, after I was home, and on the Premarin, I was completely fine all those years...until January 2016!!  LOL

The first surgery when I was 24, my doctor tried to save as much as he could, he left me with about 30% of each ov, so I could make my own hormones for a bit longer, that was worse actually.  My hormones were all over the place, and even though he got all he could, I was still in so much pain, and swollen, and sick all the time, it was awful.  That had started when I was about 16.  He said I had the worse case of Endometreosis (sp) he had ever seen.  It was everywhere! It was on my spine, lungs, lower intestines, bladder, kidneys, tubes and ov's, cervux, uterus, just everywhere, so he did a lot of burning and cauterizing.  And when it came back again, it came back with a vengence...so there was no question, it ALL had to go, and more burning and cauterizing, as it was everywhere again.  I was a real mess!!  My doctor was so afraid of infection due to all the extra work he had to do.  Thankfully, I was ok.  So, when it comes to pain...I don't want any more!!!!  LOL  I had enough when I was young!!  I can hold a LOT of pain, my doc said, "when she said she hurt...she was not kidding, I don't know how she did it."  So, I'm done now!   I will hold it for a while, then I say, ok, that's it...fix me!!  LOL

Hey Becky, I welcome you to the Nut Job society. Now that you've joined, wear your metaphorical badge with pride, and remember, you're not alone. There's always another nut job nearby x

My anxiety is sky high this morning , shaking all over. Got a blood test today and I hate them .

Morning Steph. Is it a needle problem you have, or are you like me with blood tests; waiting for the results and imagining the worst case scenario all the time? I know, it's tough and stressful so I'll be thinking of you. Try to keep busy, stay calm and do something that makes you happy. I know, I know, easier said than done. Sending you big hugs and I'm sure all will be fine x

So hard though xxx

Well that was emotional, good job my husband loves me .

It's all done now though Steff. Try and enjoy the rest of the day x

❤

Wow Deidra you definitely had the works going on with you.

Im glad that everything turned out well for you. After all of

that they better fix you right away when you dont feel good.

I wish that I was done with this whole mess. It thrashes me

almost daily