Feel awful anxiety levels so high caught in spiral been like this for last 2 weeks.hy

did you try cognitive behaviour therapy?

been to doctors just started me on mirtazapine but only 7.5mg as the last ones I tried made me worse think they were called citalopram. 

Just started on mirtazapine 3 days ago but only half a tablet before bed 7.5mg doctor been carefull as when I started on citalopram they made. Me worse so stopped after three days. Have got 8 1mg lorazepam tablets which I know would help in the short term but doctor said once these have gone there will be no more, want to take one but scared I will not be able to manage without them if I start. Going to try a get some cognitive behaviour therapy but will have to pay( more anxiety) as NHS FULL until October. Scared it's nearly bedtime & won't be able to sleep if I do it will still be waiting for me when I wake up, really panicking.

Hopefully the mirtazipine will help you sleep. You are on a very low dose. I take mirtazipine along with 2 other meds. I take Diazipam as well. I know what you mean about it being there when you wake up. How long have you suffered from depression/anxiety?

Any meds you take will make u worse b4 it's make u feel good it's take around 4/6 weeks to take affect

I'm on Zoloft 25g I get good days and bad

I hop u start to feel better soon😊

I am 49 now and I've had it on and off ever since childhood but sometimes gone 10 years without it been as bad as this. Major things in life trigger it like when I went through I V F  17 years ago found it so stressful,  when my sister got cancer 10 years ago and in Jan this year my dad was diagnosed with bowel cancer he is having treatment but they can't cure it. I have always found illness and death difficily, remember been frightened of death when I was a little girl and been too scared to tell my parents.

Once the meds take effect will it feel more manageable.?

I've had depression on and off for 28 years since my daughter was born. This bout the doctors think is caused by the menopause. You can only try and wait to see if the mirtazipine will begin to help you. It's such a low dose. Perhaps your doctor will increase it in time

I was just recently prescribed to citalopram idk if they are helping or not my doctor says it takes about 2 weeks to take effect, how did it make you feel?

Just reading your post here and wondering how long you've been on 25mg Zoloft I ask because I've only been put on it a few days ago at 25mg with perhaps an increase to 50mg at my next appt with psychiatrist in 3 weeks time as ive read that 50mg is the starting dose so perhaps you may also need an increase if you still have bad days as you've said.