Feel like im losing it.....
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God Im having such a hard time. I feel as though Im losing it. Everything seems strange to me and I feel like Im scared of everything. Im not sure really what to do. I am seeing a counselor.. Im taking some meds. Im trying to do everything I think I should be doing but it seems like nothing is helping that much. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. Everything seems to make me feel like crap. I have some medical issues going on. Just found out that my Dads cancer came back. Im afraid to drive. Afraid to ride in a car. Seems everything makes me uncomfortable. Im not sure what to do. This all just came out of the blue recently and it seems like it should be getting better quicker and its not. Are these all normal things with anxiety?? Is it normal that everything bothers me?? Im lost......
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Guest hank66528
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You're going thru a lot right now hank66528, I'm not surprised your anxious. Those are normal symptoms for anxiety. When I'm going through a high anxiety period I feel like I'm screaming inside, sometimes-but nobody else can hear. Just can't break out of it.
Anxiety makes you feel miserable, no question. Sometimes it progresses to Depression, that's why the two conditions are often related.
Are you taking any medication to help you through this period? Sometimes an SSRI can help with the worst symptoms until you get past it.
hank66528 Guest
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They have me on buspar right now. I just don't get it how the simplest things freak me out so bad right now. I have been dealing with so much lately and maybe its all just caught up to me. I don't know. All I know is I don't like it and I just want things to go back to normal. I don't like that my body and mind are on high alert all the time and for nothing. I hate that every day normal things seem so odd and strange to me.
darlarae45 hank66528
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I left my job a few months ago and my anxiety and depression spiraled out of control. I got off of Prozac because it made me so depressed
I’ve been in Effexor for about 2 weeks and i feel like I’m going crazy. I can’t drive without having a horrible panic attack. I went a week without driving. I’ve been trying to find a new job but my anxiety is so bad. I have trouble leaving the house.
Effexor helped my depression like a dream. But I feel like it hightened my anxiety. So I’m also taking Xanax at the moment but hoping to stop taking it soon....
I was seeing a therapist for a month and i just didn’t click with her. I’m hoping to find a new therapist.
Anyways, it seems like our anixety is really similar. If you ever want to talk, I’m here.
Good luck to you.
hank66528 darlarae45
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Its hard to believe that any one else can feel this way. It appears your pretty similar and for that Im sorry. I have the same crap going on. Everything seems so strange and crazy to me. I hate it. I had life by the balls about 2 months ago. Great job. New promotion actually. Got a cute little family. Was looking to buy a house and get married to my fiancé. Then something happened. Physically and mentally. I have some stomach issues going on. I have lost almost 40 pounds in 2 months. Have had a bunch of tests done. Found out I only have 1 kidney that works. They are concerned about the weight loss and want me to see a cancer doctor. Found out my dads cancer is back. And this anxiety and stress crap has come along with it. All of a sudden im afraid of the doctors office. Afraid of driving or riding in a car. Afraid of freaking everything. Even eating. And social anxiety through theroof. I mean everything. It is getting scary as hell
Chroi hank66528
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hank66528 Chroi
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sammie2help hank66528
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Hello Hank u sound like a male version of myself i am 46yrs old and ive been going through panic attacks for 26 yrs...older then most of these people giving you advice I have cancer and my mom passed away of cancer in 2006 panic attacks can be controlled first off no more caffeine the caffeine fuels panic attacks second off take some time to yourself each day try to get into it meditation and breathing excercises even if it's listening to music (calm music) and breathing in through your nose and out through your mouth it gets away carbon monoxide out of your body third if you're not religious get religious help from God will do wonders and change anyone's life he answers prayers but in his time not yours... I look at it like we r his chess pieces and he makes his strategic moves and he always wins..or we r on a rollercoaster and we can either sit back and enjoy the ride or panic and lose control of ourselves some Catholic churchs will come to your home and pray witn u if u cant leave your home... you can get an over the counter from GNC called GABA it works with your brain naturally to calm you or get a prescription of Valium or Ativan (which from the sounds of it u need both GABA and Valium) do not get Xanax like other people are on... Valium lasts in your system so much longer than Xanax Xanax is a short-lived medication when it comes to staying in your body and is much more addictive people take one after another if you ask me Xanax should be outlawed... people whom are sick like us have a fear because you trusted your body and it turned on you its scary to get sick and u have a fear against your own body of breaking down and the fear of having your father being sick again or possibly losing your father like I was with my mother creates another fear I can't work anymore and I am on disability I have that fear of not being able to take care of my family which I don't know if you couldn't keep your job with the new promotion one if not then you have another added fear of not been able to take care of your family or if u still have the job with u being sick u have that fear of losing it Hank sweetheart the fears add up so the fears put multiple signals to your brain constantly or out of the blue but some people only a little it all depends on how much they have going on and it sounds like you are going through a lot you can't be afraid I hope your father gets well but even if he doesn't you have to trust in God and you will see him again here on Earth is our test in heaven starts our real life everyone's body breaks down some bad like ours but eventually everyones does..I also hope u get well again..just to help u alot more with panic attacks have your doctor test your vitamin d levels (most doctors dont test) the range should be between 80 to 100 for optimal health add as needed if u dont see 80 to 100 in your test our brains need alot of vitamin d and having the correct amount in your body will help with panic attacks go to the vitamin D Council dot-com to see what they suggest (daily dosage) it goes up every year lack of vitamin D can cause a lot of problems and symptoms I hope this helps you Hank you have a blessed day
hank66528 sammie2help
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Thank you your reply means a lot. Im sorry about your mom. And about all your fears. I know its all fear and I know that I have a lot going on and that that's probably whats causing most of this. Its just hard to come to terms with it all all at once. My mind just keeps racing and Im hoping that finding out whats going on with my health helps a bit. Im really hoping. I also just found out that I only have one kidney. So I take a vitamin d supplement every morning. I guess its good for the kidney also. Hopefully I take enough... thank you so much for your reply
al-pk9 hank66528
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Hey Hank,
You're not alone in this mate it is just the brain reaction to anxiety. I've felt exactly the same past few weeks though I am on the mend now, some of it lingers a little longer than others. The world doesn't feel as strange any more and I'm functioning pretty normally.in daily life. I'm suffering the after effects which are the persistent thoughts and images my brain managed to conjure up in response to the unreal feeling. You need to just know it is fully recoverable but you need to not let it bother you. Hard I know, but you need to go easy and it will get much better
hank66528 al-pk9
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Yeah that's what I keep hearing man.... its just really hard.... I have so much being thrown at me from all angles its just consuming me right now and I hate it.... I hope there is light at the end of the tunnel and I hope I can start seeing that soon.... this is crazy at the moment... my life has changed so much so quick and it just seems relentless... seems like there is no end to this dam roller coaster ride that I didn't wanna be on in the first place.... Just wanna feel normal again and go back to enjoying my life... Hopeefully that comes sooner rather than later
al-pk9 hank66528
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I get you man, I think we're roughly at the same place only difference being I've been here before. My life has pretty much fallen apart over this now although I'm trying to be positive, all my head offers me in return is darkness and fear. It does help to know it will probably be with you for a while, once you know that acceptance comes also and you find the stressful impact is lessened
hank66528 al-pk9
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I don't want it to be with me for awhile... Im sick of it now... it is literally ruining my life at the moment.... I cant work right now... just got a new job promotion and I have missed the last 2 months cuz of this..... it sucks Im hoping to be able to fix it and fix it soon....And if your going through anything close to what I am I feel sorry for you man.... it sucks
al-pk9 hank66528
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I was training to be a dietitian but I couldn't complete because of this... I am 27, back at home, on meds. I only say it will be with you for a while because it's not it's nature to correct over night, it's the nervous system that is basically shot but it does recover over time. In a way you need to NOT focus on it recovering and rather continue with your day as you can. The worry and the stress is what keeps it alive, luckily I've had some very good help on my side
hank66528 al-pk9
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Im glad you got some good help... I wish I did. I got good support but no one seems to kknow how to help me.... heck I don't even know how to help myself right now. But Im trying to figure it all out... thanks for the reply
al-pk9 hank66528
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I've got some great resources if you're interested but I won't push it on you