Feeling like a Differnt Person
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Hi to all. this is something that I need to know, and has been troubling me a lot over last year or so..... Are there others out there who feel as I do.....that I don't even recognize the person I've become. I keep trying to tell myself that there was once a very productive, intelligent person who went under the name Bronwyn......such and such....She held a very responsible work position, she was a loving and caring wife and mother of 4....everyones' clothes were washed and ironed, the house was clean and full of people (either my own children or others')... there were always visitors calling/dropping in/staying with us.... to have a chat/cuppa..life seemed "so full" always something happening, or going somewhere....plenty to do.....it was not that long ago in "real" life, for me about 5 years max....have been unwell a lot longer, but seemed to still be "that" person....but now, Who Am I???? The house is so quiet....the family home has been sold (some said it was because I could not cope anymore...the house was too big....still don't understand why, really).....feel useless, not the me I used to be...where did I go? Is this the same for all of us? Is this what Fibro does to me/us? Tell me who you all are now to who you were before? Bron
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I use use to be a very active person, I loved sailing, swimming, socialising, gong for long walks and charity work, then suddenly all my joints just started to ache. The charity work was important to me, we once managed to get a whole container of food, medical supplies, feminine products, furniture, unpowered sewing machines, bicycles, clothing etc, to a village in Africa. This village had a lot of orphans and women as the whole area had been ravaged by disease and war. The sorting and packing of boxes was very satisfying but physical work, not something I could even contemplate now. Oh the good old days.
I have been trying not to hang on to the past and just take each day as it comes and be compassionate to myself. It is so easy to be judgemental towards and not understanding of oneself.
It doesn't help your self esteem if you have negative people around you. Being sensitive people we tend to take on others negative comments, instead of shrugging them off and thinking that the problem rests with them because they lack empathy. I wish we could grow an invisible shield that just shrugs off any barbs directed at us.
If anyone can think of how we can do something positive for the world and accomodate our fibro problems please let us know.
Meg
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