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I rarely post on here but am feeling so down and deep in a pit of negativity that I just need to moan a bit. I just feel so alone, unwanted and unloved that I can't summon up any energy or will to do anything about it. I don't care about myself or think I deserve anything better than living in a very messy flat, doing without hot water because my boiler is broken and I can't face sorting it out at the moment.
I am getting criticism from friends for forgetting everything they tell me coz my brain is all fogged up, and an online friend (not on here) has turned against me coz they researched my family tree for me and I promised to send her something she wanted and haven't. I wish Christmas was over and I wish I wasn't so alone.
Not looking for advice but empathy please. x
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