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Why do I always get to this stage?
All I can explain it as is that I want to run away, but I want to be home at the same time...
But then I don't know where home is?
I don't know if that makes any sense. I just need a break from the relentlessness that is my condition.
The new meds aren't working.
I now have unrelated, feminine, medical issues that are playing into my anxiety.
I can't stop thinking I'm dying.
I'm so absolutely exhausted with this life.
I just want one day where I feel somewhat normal.
Feeling my fight ebb away as I type.
I'm so lonely. And so awake.
Sorry to sound so down, I'm just sick and tired xx
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