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Hate myself right now

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laura36585
laura36585

So I am supposed to be at a family bbq and instead I’m here lying on the sofa on my own, hubby and kids went without me because I just couldn’t bring myself to go.  I was all ready, felt calm and 10 mins before we are due to leave I feel the panic rise and I’m frozen.   I told them to go without me and the look of utter disappointment in my hubbys face just broke my heart.  Why can’t I just get by this, why can’t I just go and be normal.  I absolutely hate myself right now.  

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  • laura36585
    laura36585

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    I just went to visit my mum And just my brother was there with his kids.  We sat in the garden and chatted and it was lovely.  I guess I can socialise just not in such a massive group.  I think I have been too harsh with myself today for not going to the bbq.   It’s hubby family, and although I love them all it’s not the same as your own family at a time when you feel so vulnerable.   Tomorrow is another day.   Thank you each and every one of you who replied to me today, it really helped me so much when I was feeling so low.    Xx 
    • brenda53218
      brenda53218 laura36585

      Posted

      Thats what we are all here for, to support, to encourage , to advise, and to just listen

      We have each other. Who else could you complain with, but people who have gone through it. 😇

    • laura36585
      laura36585 brenda53218

      Posted

      So true Brenda.   Lovely bunch of folk here always ready to listen and advise.  Wish I could keep you all in my shed and bring you out when I need you all lol.   X 
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