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how to get over sucidal thoughts

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lauren99700
lauren99700

hi im 21 and at this time in life I want to end my life as I feel the world would be best of without me in at. and id be better of dead as noone wants me or koves me anymore. I want to kniw the best way to die with out pain and ive made my mind up I think I realy want to die

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  • teresa4
    teresa4

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    I understand how you feel,honestly.I stockpile medicines ready to take an overdose when things get bad.I feel like no one cares but deep down I know they do and the guilt those who do love would feel if you took your own life would be unbearable.Talk to someone,even if its the samaritans.It will help to talk and things will not stay this bad.I am in a low place too,but you have to believe things will get better.Talk to your GP,please
  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

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    nope noone cares if I fie or live so best if I do end my lufe the world would be a better plave then without me I. it noone cates about never have never will
  • designergirl12
    designergirl12

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    Lauren, so you want to kill yourself?

    Well I don;t think so because you wouldn't have come on here to tell us.

    There are many people suffering form depression and there are many people who can help you.

    Talk to your doctor or as Teresa says, the Samaritans, they're people who have been up against the same problems as you.

    There is light at the end of the tunnel!

  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

    Posted

    dont kbow samararians and kve tried killing me aelf ready thrre times
  • teresa4
    teresa4

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    The Samaritans are on 08457 909090 and you wont tell them anything they havent heard before because believe me you are not alone in how you feel,and I have learnt people on these forums do care and know how you feel.I no saint I self harm and am on lots of medication,which I abuse,but I cling to the fact that there is help out there,I am getting help,so I know this to be the case,other people recover or at least learn to live with depression so you and me can too.
  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

    Posted

    how did u learn to cope though
  • designergirl12
    designergirl12

    Posted

    Lauren, you learn to cope little by little. It takes time but if you can get through a morning without feeling bad you have passed one hurdle. Getting through the afternoon is another , and os on. Take things slowly and reward yourself when you have got through each day.
  • teresa4
    teresa4

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    I still have days when I dont cope and I dont want to face the world.My GP suggested writing down my feelings which I do find helps.I also see him every 3 weeks whcih gives me the chance to talk.I do receive counselling and am trying to attend group therapy which I have just started and do find incredibly difficult.Talk to your GP and be honest with them and ask for help,if they dont then try another GP until you find one tht is willing to help.It will make all the difference and medication may be something that needs to be explored
  • teresa4
    teresa4

    Posted

    And if things really do get that bad there is always Jeremy Kyle.Only joking
  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

    Posted

    lol and ice been on anti. depreasent before but dok said was ok and took me ofd em so dont k ow what to do now coz I know im not okl
  • teresa4
    teresa4

    Posted

    Go back and keep going back.My counsellor has also said if things get too bad to cope go to A& E as they have a mental health specialist on duty for situations like this.There is always someone to talk to even if it is just over the phone like the samaritans,it sometimes helps just to know you are not alone and there are people out there who care.
  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

    Posted

    I feel alone though and I feel like the world is against me. all the time I realy dont know what to do all I think is drown me self od

  • teresa4
    teresa4

    Posted

    I was sacked for a job I had done for 20 years because my head was so messed up,I was then let go from my next job as I couldnt cope with my job.Then last year my partner was sacked for unprofessional behaviour,and is now attempting to set his own business up.I have supportive parents but I cant share with them my own feelings as I dont want to worry them.I often think noone would miss me if I was no longer here,I dont serve any purpose,I havent achieved anything.But other people dont see me like that,they see someone who is loved and clever but at the moment very ill.Depression is an illness and every day is a new challange. So you see I am not far from the place you are in,talk to someone,I promise you it will help
  • lauren99700
    lauren99700

    Posted

    I thibk if I tell oeople they wod thinl im a faute worthless ect as I aont got jib and I got oroblems with my eating aswell
  • carebear28
    carebear28

    Posted

    Hi Lauren

    It is very hard to cope with depression but if you have sucidal thoughts or plans, you really should go to a&e. How long ago was it that you were last on anti depressants?

    I have major depressive desorder and anxiety and I self harm. I am on medication which is helping.

    Do you know why you are feeling like this?

    How do you feel inside?

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