I am so lost and i don't know what to do anymore. Help ?!
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Hey guys,
I just recently moved to study at university. I was kinda excited and happy i made this choice, until a week or 2 later when i started to feel like i was so out of place. For the first week me and my flat mates went out a lot and it was fun dont get me wrong. I like living on my own aswell. Its just i dont seem to be able to find my place. I feel like i shouldnt be in education anymore that ive had enough of it. I sometimes have these panic attacks where i just cry and i just wanna get tickets to go back home. I did that once went home i thought it would make things better but it didnt. I feel so down, i wanna lay in bed all day and watch movies or just sit and cry. I dont know what to do with my life anymore who i want to become or who i want to be. I just want to curl into a ball and stay like that and cry. I dont know what it is as ive never felt like that before.
I hope someone understand please help 
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Lonelygirl28 lia09436
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Hi Lia, I since two months suffer from panic disorder and mild agoraphobia, I live in my car and I'm bored all the time. I watch shows on YouTube to help me distract myself. In my opinion, maybe the change was a bit harsh on you. But I don't think you should stop your studies, not only because you want to be young when you're finished, but I feel it does give you something to do. If it's too stressful for you maybe try and move back home and enroll in a nearby university or take online classes. I'm 28 and even though I'm young still. I go to the hospital and my psychiatrist is only 2 years older than me, it's not a nice feeling to know you could've been in her shoes. Don't give up your studies, but don't be hard on yourself either. Take care. *hug*