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I can't cope anymore. I'm completely alone.

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kage100
kage100

I don't even know what to write.

I'm having a serious low. I can't actually cope with the pain anymore. I hurt myself and I don't even feel it.

All I can think of is how being dead would stop this. I can't cope anymore.

I turned to my boyfriend, who knows everything about my depression and anxiety and my medication etc. He literally knows it all. He said he can't be bothered to talk to me when I'm like this.

That felt like the final nail in the coffin. Why do I even try to live when those around me can't be bothered with me anymore?

Right now I am falling apart at the seams, I've had a crying episode unlike any I have ever had before, my head is throbbing.

I need someone to help me. I can't do this anymore.

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  • nancy19024
    nancy19024 kage100

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    Dear Kage

    I know. When you have nothing and no one. I have been severely depressed for over 40 years. Reward yourself, please, for any positive moments, even for getting out of the house. I take a lot of free online classes. The structure seems to help. Right now, I am taking a class about finance, and I can't even balance my checkbook. But everyone in class is nice. I am proud of you for reaching out. Hugs from Nancy

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