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a month ago the doc told me im slowly entering premenopause. im 32. my new tests suggest im in menopause already.
im finding it very difficult to accept the diagnosis. google says early menopause causes early death, heart problems..and so many bad things. so ...should i just wait to die?
i cant discuss it with none. this is such a delicate matter that im not comfortable telling none! i told my mum who cant stop crying..and that makes me feel even worse.
but i cant discuss it with friends. you know people talk and dont really understand these rare disorders..how can i tell my 32 year old friends im in menopause? all of them are either married pregnant or in a relationship, i cant shatter their dreams, and...if i tell them they will never introduce me to any of their male friends, for obvious reasons!!
i feel like someone has locked me in a room and theres no way out.
i quit my job because of that so i can move in with my parents.
i feel my brain will explode. i cant stop crying for the past month. i cant sleep, ive stopped eating.
i tried telling my cousin but she got very nervous...and then i tried telling a very good friend and she dismissed it saying 'oh come on we are only 32'.
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