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Hey guys, its me agin (yawn) I just hope writing it down will help. Iam not so sure I write what I mean ahlf the time. I so love my children and inturn it makes me want to love him, it just hurts so soo much. I feel really old, with no confidence whatsoever, i donthtink hes a bad man at all, I think he has been up against sh1t too.
Right now I am shaking, i dont know what to do with my life. Ha;f of me would rather not think about it. Maybe its normal for a relationshp to go poor after 10 years, and maybe as I have not been open about prior things, maybe he could be forgiven. I am truly confused!
I am now tring to read this back want to howl, but no tears will flow, stomach incredble pains, but hey Ill get over this, ive been over worse. Love to you all, hope you can understand my pain,
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