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I hate anxiety !!!

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jenni101183
jenni101183

I hate anxiety I feel like I'm going to die from this anxiety , and if not from that then from crying and breaking down all the time because of these symptoms , they are horrible , how can one believe nothing is wrong with them when they feel like there brain is bleeding or they feel shaky lime they are having a seizure or feeling like they are having a heart attack , how can a person bare dealing with all of this , this is cruel and unfair , I cry everyday because I want my life back , I'm hurting because I haven't been to work.in a month thank god I have FMLA and my job is safe but I'm not.making any money right now , all this is depressing , and the meds don't help and I'm not trying anymore meds , that's it , I just to return to my normal life . this is so.sad that we have to.go through this , I.pray everyday for my body to bounce back to normal . I don't want to cry anymore especially over anxiety and what it's doing to me . I'm loosing it , I'm too strong to do something crazy , in would never do that but this really breaks someone's spirits and hopefulness and faith down !! I hate it all . *crying* 😢😢😢😢

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  • sabrina13182
    sabrina13182 jenni101183

    Posted

    Hi Jenny. 

    I know how you're feeling. My anxiety is crippling me. It's been really bad these last few days - I can hardly breathe and feel so lightheaded all the time. Can't be bothered to do anything as I feel so exhausted. My beta blockers don't seem to be helping at all. I try to be strong but it's so hard. Try to stay positive is impossible sometimes too. I know it's anxiety and nothing serious!! But the symptoms are so debilitating. I'm so fed up with it and prey that it goes as quickly as it came!! Wishful thinking. It's been nearly 4 months now and I'm not getting any better. So hang on in there - you're not alone - I'm told it will take time to recover so I have to be patient. But my goodness it is truly horrible - I've tried reading up on how to deal with anxiety - but it doesn't seem to help. So I take each day as it comes. No planning no pressure. Take care 

    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 sabrina13182

      Posted

      Yes Sabrina it's horrible , it's been about the use fore around 4 months also , and I feel lime it's never ending sadness and darkness in my life , I try to continue on , but its tuff , when will it end , we all need ous lives back and soon !!
  • lynne82155
    lynne82155 jenni101183

    Posted

    Stay strong my darling I can relate to everything you are saying,anxiety is a nasty cruel condition.

    Your not alonebiggrin

    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 lynne82155

      Posted

      Thanks Lynne , my life is very sad right now , as long as I have anxiety I don't feel like Doug much of anything , I'm to scared of everything ! I don't want to drive, go shopping , absolutely nothing .
    • jen123456
      jen123456 jenni101183

      Posted

      have you tested your hscrp blood levels? if this is extremely high my doc says it could be because your adrenal glands aren't functioning properly....it causes stress, interrupts your sleeping, and messes with your fight or flight mechanisms....now....ask me what to do about it.....i don't know....that's as far as i've gotten....i will meet with doc this next week after further blood tests....anyway, maybe we can fix this somehow....will keep you posted.
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 jen123456

      Posted

      Yes I've had literally tons of blood work done , thyroids , and all , I've had cat scans , MRIs , everything , therapy and all I just saw a endocrinologist yesterday waiting for blood results front them but she said she thinks everything is fine also but she will.double check . this is a lot !
    • jen123456
      jen123456 jenni101183

      Posted

      jenni, please keep me up to date on what endocrinologist says....and would you please look at your hscrp blood levels for me? i would imagine your endo will order that test....not your gp....i'm dying to figure this thing out. I hate it so much and i know there has to be an answer to it....i just know there does!
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 jen123456

      Posted

      Yes i will definitely keep.you updated with the endocrinologist results !!!
  • cuki20
    cuki20 jenni101183

    Posted

    i know i'm new so i can't give you any advice about dealing with anxiety...what i know is, even though we feel this way is there's still a chance to get our lives back...we just need to deal with this the right way...and i think that what these forums are for...to help each other...from what i learned focusing on the bad side of these symptoms will only make it worse...we need to keep fighting and don't let anxiety take over you...its my birthday today and its upsetting that instead of celebrating, i am lying here on my bed and feeling every pulse...but im on my phone looking for ways to deal with this so i can get my life back...we will be okay
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 cuki20

      Posted

      Happy birthday , and yes this sucks bit you are right the more we focus on the bad of all this , it will only get worse , I'm trying to keep.faith and stay positive , I'm better at telling everyone else that everything will be okay and you have to fight , when in fact I'm one who.is breaking down each day piece by piece more and more 😢😢😢
    • cuki20
      cuki20 jenni101183

      Posted

      thanks! just hang in there...we will overcome this! focus on the positive side...seeing all the comments here, even they're not for me...gives a comforting feeling. understanding anxiety based on what they say gives me hope that i can deal with this...
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 cuki20

      Posted

      I'm hanging in there , you do the same and yes this forum helps for the most part keeping me going ,!! Thank god for this forum and others to talk to about this , I thank everyone for there comments , everyone's positive comments help get me through
  • jen123456
    jen123456 jenni101183

    Posted

    i'm there with you too jenni.....same things, same issues.....and certainly no one understands this....i just want to hide out in my house....i don't want to go out and i don't want to do ANYTHING....i used to be the most energetic positive happy person and now, it's all changed....i'm soooo sad. There's got to be something we can do about this, there just has to be. Anxiety is horrific.
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 jen123456

      Posted

      Hey Jenn , yes anxiety is horrific and debilitating, my friends and family think its something that I can just brush off and ignore , no one gets it at all !!, its super frustrating .
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