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I hate anxiety !!!

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jenni101183
jenni101183

I hate anxiety I feel like I'm going to die from this anxiety , and if not from that then from crying and breaking down all the time because of these symptoms , they are horrible , how can one believe nothing is wrong with them when they feel like there brain is bleeding or they feel shaky lime they are having a seizure or feeling like they are having a heart attack , how can a person bare dealing with all of this , this is cruel and unfair , I cry everyday because I want my life back , I'm hurting because I haven't been to work.in a month thank god I have FMLA and my job is safe but I'm not.making any money right now , all this is depressing , and the meds don't help and I'm not trying anymore meds , that's it , I just to return to my normal life . this is so.sad that we have to.go through this , I.pray everyday for my body to bounce back to normal . I don't want to cry anymore especially over anxiety and what it's doing to me . I'm loosing it , I'm too strong to do something crazy , in would never do that but this really breaks someone's spirits and hopefulness and faith down !! I hate it all . *crying* 😢😢😢😢

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  • 9283834747
    9283834747 jenni101183

    Posted

    I wish I could live a normal life but PROBALY will never happen. Sometimes I think how different my life would be if it wasn't bc of this horrible anxiety!
    • lynne82155
      lynne82155 9283834747

      Posted

      You have to try and stay positive, I know its hard but if we dont help ourselves no one else will

      Stay Strongbiggrin

    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 9283834747

      Posted

      Yes we only have one life to live and I feel like time is being wasted on dealing with anxiety , a major road block from living happily, this is sad !!
  • rstep04
    rstep04 jenni101183

    Posted

    I can relate I've been like this now for nearly 2 years everyday I feel like I've got a brain tumour or something head pressure these funny dizzy moments like ur going to have seizure distorted eye sight migraines feeling sick and the list goes on several docs have told me it's my GAD or could be perimenopausal I'm 42 btw but how can anxiety alone make you feel so physically ill I've had an awful lot of stress on a daily basis with my oldest son who's been more trouble since he's left home just started paroxetine yet again but these make me feel ill I wish I could tell you how to get through this I wish I know myself my nerves are in tatters and my son doesn't allow my mind to settle before disturbing it again I feel this is how life is now and I have to learn to live with it take care xxxx
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 rstep04

      Posted

      This is so sad we have to go through this ! Life should be worth living , not sadness and stress and depression from anxiety !!!
  • djole19828
    djole19828 jenni101183

    Posted

    Stay strong i know aniexity is strong but you can be stronger
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 djole19828

      Posted

      I.am.I'm definitely trying , its very strong , I feel like its making me weak , but I'm going to hang in there !!,you do the same 💪💪💪
  • judy67286
    judy67286 jenni101183

    Posted

    Hi Jenni.

    Hi have had severe anxiety and panic since I was 24. I'm now 49. I had it so bad the first time. Was on antidepressants for 2 years. They helped me a lot. Helped me to stop the what if thinking. I went off of them. And would have a few attacks here and there. Well it started up again about 2 years ago. Really bad. I'm now back on meds. They seem to be helping some. Just know that it will pass. Hang in there.

    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 judy67286

      Posted

      I'm trying Judy its not easy , I'm staying strong I really am !!
    • lisalisa67
      lisalisa67 judy67286

      Posted

      Judy i bet its peri menapausal related. Happened to me and no one told me. Then at menapause a year after no more cycles i realized damn these doctors never even had the kindness to say peri menapse come with symproms. I had the sweats and that stuff i knew was common but it triggered anxiety too and i had no clue in the connection. I dont google symptoms anymore that didnt go well in the past. So might not have been the same reasoning but yet the same symptoms. If that makes sense but hormonally driven this time. Might not matter if the meds work anyway.just an explanation.
  • Guest
    Guest jenni101183

    Posted

    Aww sad I know how you feel I'm on my monthly and it feels like it's worse ugh I just wanna yell scream cry it feels like your in your own prison hell with anxiety sad I hope we get through this soon
    • jenni101183
      jenni101183 Guest

      Posted

      Hey Tammi , yes when will it end , and yes its even worst when I'm on my.monthly, I'm so sad right now ..I just want to be normal again . one day we will have some relief . god has a plan for us to get better he's working on us , keep the faith hun
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