i just want to talk to someone.
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I am sat here on this site, I don't want to knock it because I know so many rely on it for support and get a lot of benefit out of it. I hope so of my comments have helped, but I at the moment i don't think they have.
what am I trying to get at you ask, I just feel i want someone to talk to me, ask how I am doing. The friends I socialize with never ask but there again I have never told them how bad things have got since sept. In sept I have said my meds have been changed by the GP because I was struggling, but no one has asked how are things going, since then meds have been changed again and they don't know, I have been referred to psychiatric services. The number of times I have thought about getting my stash out of tablets out have been quite a few particularly over last month. I think psychiatric services are quite concerned but i have to wait till wed to find out what is going to happen ( my case is to be discussed with psychiatrist tomorrow at the MDT) although they asked me to take my tablets in but I said i didn't want to, they have asked me to phone in if I am getting the urge to take them. Me being me will probably not phone as I tend to solider on and not bother people.
sorry for moaning you probably have more problems than me, as I do have a good life, nice home no financial worries, not in an abbusive relationship good kids. I just feel no one cares about ME and that is why life is not worth living and I would be better off dead.
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julie74890 Desperate_now
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frustrated61 julie74890
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I'm sorry both of you feel the way you do regarding your self worth ie: no body likes you (I get that). However, both of you are here helping other's through hard times, whether you know it or not, you are very much needed and I want to thank both of you for your gift of giving to other's in their time of need.
Warmly,
Frustrated
UK-Ven-medicate Desperate_now
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Desperate_now UK-Ven-medicate
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Although i am going to these social events if they were cancelled it wouldn't bother me.
following my referral to psychiatric services and initial assessment the outcome is I have to see a consultant psychiatrist on 30th Jan. Just the way I am feeling at the moment I do not feel I need the input but I am aware my mood could suddenly changed. I will keep the appointment because as my old nursing colleagues have said the problem has been going on for so long without any psychiatric input.
Thank you for asking Jimmy-uk I think you are the first person who has taken time out to contact me to ask how am I. Others have been prompted when they have seen me. I really appreciate it, coz I am always texting people when I know they have problems to see how things are. Thanks again.xxx
UK-Ven-medicate Desperate_now
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Desperate_now UK-Ven-medicate
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