I'm a complete idiot
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I'm such a prat!
Throughout all of this the one person who has had my back no matter what has been my other half! Yes the parents and friends are all there but this women knows me more then anyone in the world.Even when I moved out she made me know that she would still be there for me because she loves me and she wants to see me well, be that the man she fell in love with or even if that means getting to know the man I have become.
BUT I;m an idiot i keep doing things to push her away. She has just found out that I joined a dating site and that I'm talking to other women on there (Just talking which i know i shouldn't but still i do) I knew it would come out eventually but i still went on. I know what I am doing is wrong but because i left 4 months ago now I justify it even tho I know she won't like it but I don't care when Im actually doing it and find the lies just slipping out be it via text or face to face! I can see it hurting her and I can see she's getting closer to the limits of what she can take but still I push! what's wrong with me?
She normally exts when i come home from work and today....nothing!!!
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yvonne81394 Slowly_dieing
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jackie82937 yvonne81394
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Sadly people think the grass is greener. My husband has untreated MH issues and went to rebuild his life he has done so with an unattractive alcoholic woman, good luck to him his standards have slipped! I have met a lovely new guy 10 years younger and I'm having the time of my life.
yvonne81394 jackie82937
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jackie82937 yvonne81394
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I realised my husband has always been coedependent, I laugh at the fact he said he had gone to rebuld his life and needed to live alone, I knew he could never cope alone he has never tried. I know I will survive this sh*t and like you said it is all about our own preservation.
yvonne81394 jackie82937
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