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I'm crying I'm drinking again alone

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Cisorium
Cisorium

I didn't take Silincro why did I do that. I was doing so well. I'm so upset

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  • Smile47824
    Smile47824 Cisorium

    Posted

    When you fall off the horse you get back up. Now let's go, you can do it! 💗I've fallen off too and now it has been 1 year and 1 month

  • Joanna-SMUKLtd
    Joanna-SMUKLtd Cisorium

    Posted

    You are human. This is an experience that you can learn from immediately.

    Please stop drinking, take the tablet with a big glass of water now, wait the time and then have a drink after the time has passed.  That drink will then have the endorphins blocked.  The worst thing you can do is continue to allow those endorphins to be running ragged in your brain.

    Taking it now is a way to correct the error. Then you can look at things objectively tomorrow, and figure out how to avoid this if the emotional toll gets too large again.

    Okay?

    • ADEfree
      ADEfree Cisorium

      Posted

      Hang in there, Cisorium! Just a bump in the road, you're still heading in the right direction. 

    • Joanna-SMUKLtd
      Joanna-SMUKLtd Cisorium

      Posted

      Good stuff. 

      And cry your heart out, nothing wrong with that at all.  We beat ourselves up too much so get it all out your system tonight, and recognise that although not an ideal situation, you have now done the best thing you could do for tonight.

      Tomorrow is a different day.

    • Cisorium
      Cisorium Joanna-SMUKLtd

      Posted

      Thanks so much knowing I can turn to you all when I'm hiding what I'm most ashamed of. I done the normal kidding myself I could handle one glass without pill and stop, two bottles later with nobody to tell me to stop. I cried myself to sleep woke up with a hangover, depressed. I finally got myself together went to the pool training always helps my mood. Massive lesson learnt. NEVER dink without Nalmafene.

  • Robin2015
    Robin2015 Cisorium

    Posted

    Do not give up. You can do it. Try to forget and move forward 😁

  • Cisorium
    Cisorium

    Posted

    I've drunk 2_ bottles, I'm alone.. Bed soon. My own fault.

    • Joanna-SMUKLtd
      Joanna-SMUKLtd Cisorium

      Posted

      It's okay.  Really, it is.

      I am going to be available for the next hour or so.  If you want to have a chat before you go to bed, PM me and I will send you my phone number.

    • gwen45436
      gwen45436 Cisorium

      Posted

      Hey there, I used to think like you.  I have fallen so many times, your human and this is very hard to handle.  BUT, you are handling it; you are not burying your head in the sand.  A new day and off we go again.  That is how it works.  Just keep plugging away and slowly things start improving and then it is nice to walk the days with a smile on your face of Yessss, I did it last night. 

      Just don't give alcohol the accolade of winning - you are the Master and you say what goes.

      Keep updating and sharing.

      Big hug

      G.

    • Cisorium
      Cisorium gwen45436

      Posted

      Ive found Nalmafene still makes me feel a little strange i would like to try Naltrexone but I dont think GP will give it to me. I find I still feel strange the next day it affects my training. I wont give up as i can't control by myself

    • Cisorium
      Cisorium Joanna-SMUKLtd

      Posted

      Joanna, I cant thank you enough for your support. Do you think if i tell my GP what happened also im still having side affects she would give me Naltrexone to try?
    • Joanna-SMUKLtd
      Joanna-SMUKLtd Cisorium

      Posted

      Its possible, but she may want you to try stay on selincro a bit longer because most do get used to it. Won't hurt to ask though.

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