I'm depressed and need to remove myself from the world.
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I've been alone my whole life, always with my own thoughts, never having anyone to talk to until a few months ago when I met someone whom I began to become good friends with.
We shared our thoughts and lives with each other for a few months, although we never spoke in person, we were always too shy. She pulled me out of my hole and showed me that the world has at least one person that wants to listen.
We started arguing because I was jealous of her talking to other people except me. The arguments got worse and worse and recently has ended our friendship. I fell back into my hole, hating myself, and regretting having fallen for a girl that wants nothing to do with me.
She now hates me. I haven't explained the full length of what happened and it's not just the arguments that ended the friendship. She said we can never be friends again, that I dragged her down and she has to remove herself from the situation. But hopefully someone here can talk to me, tell me what I need to do because seeing her, hearing her just upsets me. I miss her and I'm hurting a lot inside. The only answer I have found to my problems is suicide.
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elizabeth20203 james_anon
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hypercat james_anon
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I am going to be honest with you now. I am not surprised it didn't work out if you were so jealous of her that you forbade her to speak to other people. That is completely unreasonable and no one (female or male) would put up with that.
I had a fella like that in the past and it caused endless arguments which he blamed me for. I soon dropped him I can tell you! You have to work on your possesivness so it doesn't happen again. Like I said no one can live like that.
Suicide is not the answer though and I agree that you need to seek help with counselling so please go and see your doctor and get the help you need. x
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louise23834 james_anon
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Suicide is not, nor is it ever, the answer. Please don't think it is, many relationships break down and sadly that is just how the world works. I'm sure you are a lovely guy and when you understand yourself what is going on with you you will be more confident to create bonds again
Louise
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