I'm depressed and need to remove myself from the world.

It's clear by your fear that your parents will find out that you're under age and might not or should not have been in a chatroom?  Just to let you know, many people do not find that flattering if you're that possessive that one cannot talk to another.  That's definite trust issues.  

If you two were a couple in "real life" would you allow her to talk to anyone else?

 I'm hoping you answered "yes" to that.  It shouldn't be any different in a chatroom.

 After all, you weren't exclusive with just her or she to you when you first met up, right?  One cannot be held down thinking they cannot breathe w/o fearing repercussions from you if she dare talk to someone else.  That's truly an age issue too.  You're young and obviously don't have a lot of relationship experience.  You can use this to your benefit.  Learn.  Learn and learn more about yourself so you don't repeat the same mistakes.

 You cannot assume people are up to no good if they communicate with other people.  Embrace the people she is embracing.  Perhaps as she's helped you, someone else is in need of the same kind of help.  Just relax and keep a calm about yourself and go back to the chatroom and go to a totally different room if you need to.  Don't allow someone to dictate how you communicate to other's and they also don't allow you to do the same to them.  Meet other's...just like she is.  It doesn't mean the end of the world.  Just perhaps the end of that relationship.  If it's strong enough, she'll come back and if she doesn't, move on.  

Suicide isn't the choice either.  What will that accomplish but hurt to your family and friends and to yourself.  That kind of thinking definitely should be talked over with your GP.  And, your parents won't find out unless you want them to because there is a privacy confidentiality between paitent and doctors, so they cannot find out unless you provide permission.  

Now, if you need to explain why you're going to a GP, you can tell them you're having stomach problems or something like that (little white lie) so you won't have to disclose your sitation with your parents.  However, moreso than not, your parents are a wealth of knowledge and could be of some great support to you if you allow them to.  Think about that.

Warm regards,

Frustrated

I know exactly what you mean. this is me as well. I'm about to get in my vehicle and see what's happens. it has some mechanical problems and am hoping that it will take us both out of this world.

I think maybe you should move on and find a new friend who'll understand you better. You may not think you'll be able to, but if you did it before, you can do it again. You just need to remember that there's always someone out there who wants to listen to you.

Looks like you made some new friends already. Good for you! I partially understand what you went through. I am kinda still going through it. Ever since the first grade, I tend to not talk to anybody, fearing I will be rejected. I avoided a lot of people until the sixth-grade, I met this girl sitting by herself, reading books about cats. Excited on finding someone who had the same interests as me, I decided to go talk to her. We hit it off, and hung out together all the time at school, since we were in the same classes. She introduced me to her favorite book series, making it my favorite too. Sometime during the seventh-grade, I saw her talking with some other people, I was jealous too, but I never verbally expressed it. I guess she saw it on my face, we argued, the arguing grew by each day, causing us to hate each other, ending our friendship. For some reason after that, she mover away, causing me to feel real depressed for a time. Because of that, I got into a lot of trouble. Even now, I still feel depressed because of that. I started to feel suicidal, and made multiple plans to kill myself. I got an Xbox a year after the incident, and only used it to play solo games. After a month or two, I fully immersed myself in the Virtual world, ignoring the real one. During the day, I play all the time, and at night, I lie awake, thinking what would happen if I decided to actually go talk to her friends, try to connect with them. One day, I found a Looking for group post for one of my games, simply saying. "Need new friends." I decided to request to join, and was accepted. After hearing the voice on the player's mic, I realized it was that same girl! I told her who I was, and tried to apologize, but she left immediately after hearing my name. I kept on messaging her, saying how sorry I was, and that I wanted to talk to her again. Even now, I'm still waiting for a response. But I'm glad you got the help you needed.

From:Kyle

As things in this life come and go, so do relationships and friendships. You have to know that and work as hard as you can on the relationships you have, but if things are one sided or there is bad communication, then its time to call it quits. You can always make new friends and you can always have a new girlfriend,