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Anxiety is a freakin plague, let's face it. I've been trying to be positive for almost an entire year since I started feeling this way and I'm honestly getting more and more tired. Mentally more than anything. I'm losing hope in myself.
I just feel like God, or whatever is out there, is really testing me. I've recently been diagnosed with an enlarged lymph node and am due for a biopsy in the near future (don't know when yet). I'm back to waking up with upset stomach, diarrhea (I know, TMI), feeling like I'm going to lose it, sweaty palms, like I just want to run away from all this.
I'm just terrified of cancer or some other disease. I've already been through so much trauma in my life, I don't know how I could handle something like that. I really don't know why I even posted this. I don't know what I expect people to say that hasn't already been said. I don't know how it would help, but I don't know what else to do.
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