Im addicted to tramadol
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I damaged my back at work about a year and half ago doctor put me straight on tramadol cos the pain was unbareable I was amazed at how they just took the pain but then slowly stsrted to enjoy the other effects it gave like feeling chilled having weird but good dreams and added bonus no appetite I was wanting to lose weight anyway and that helped alot. So after this time my body started to get immune to them so I keep upping the dose now im on 20-30 tablets a day 50mg I have many people I can buy them from so once ive had my prescription Innever run out. Im dreading telling my partner she is my whole world if I lose her ive got nothing I tried cold turkey I did 5 days but failed I couldn't take it anymore I felt suicidal well most days lately I feel that way im discusted when I look in the mirror I keep thinking if I did top myself my partner would be better off than been with a low life like me I wouldn't have to go through the pain. Please is it just me or is there others feel that way ???
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ann03972 gareth84698
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withdraw from, I know dyhydrocodeine are also addictive but if you are in pain I think
they are the lesser of two evils if they help you with managing your pain that is good.
hopefully once you are free from the Tramadol your GP can find an alternative to
the DH. You are doing well just try and take each day at a time remember every day
it will get better. I think if you can keep busy or get outside helps a lot. Of course that
will depend a lot on how you feel. Coming on here will help a lot it's nice to be able to
talk to people who have been through this, I know it's hard for others to understand.
keep strong and keep us informed. Ann
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