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I feel like im losing myself, i used to be fun, wild and crazy. I would always walk round with a smile on my face. I started suffering depression in 2014 though my agressive ex boyfriend which is over now and has been for 2 years. Then missing my dad who lives in cornwall and is amazing, who had fall outs with my mam and arguemnts which made me more depressed. Then i stopped leaving the house and hid away, i just wanted to shut down and sometimes end my life. I just recently lost my grandad and its effected me badly. He was the apple of my eye, him and my nana had love no one would understand they were together 67 years. Now watching her deteriorate alone with bone cancer is so painful, she did everything for me, now i do everything for her. She was put into a care home and its really awful. I just feel like im losing everyone and myself and its crushing me 😞
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