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shadow
shadow

The last 2 days have been a huge struggle, not copin 2 well am so tired and lifeless shut away curtains and doors locked i cant face any1 or anything constant panic the tears just keep falling am at a loss feel like im falling from a cliff and c no bottom havin unhealthy thoughts and acts constantly in a rage manly at myself PLEASE CAN ANYONE HELP BE4 ITS 2 LATE :cry: :cry:

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  • Doogs
    Doogs

    Posted

    Hi there Shadow. first of all let me tell you that I and a lot of other people here can relate to what your going through. I've gotten a lot of comfort in the past just from knowing I'm not the only person in the world to feel like that. The good news is that it does go away. It takes time, and unfortunately there's no telling how much time, but it [i:42aa838324]will[/i:42aa838324] go away.

    I know the hardest thing for you to do right now is to reach out to someone and let them in, but that would bring you a huge amount of relief and comfort once you've made the call. Whether it's family, a friend, or a professional, even the Samaritans if you cant deal with anyone you know. Just having someone in the same room can help at a time like this.

    Please keep us up to date with how you are feeling, and know that there are people here who are sending your thier thoughts.

    D.

  • Evelyn
    Evelyn

    Posted

    Hi, how you doing? I hate to look back on those dark days but believe me, i've been there aswell. So many people have. I know it's hard and it sounds like hearing a broken record but i think you need to go back to your GP or psychologist and tell them exactly how your feeling. Everything including those negative thoughts! They can take action to helping you. Please seek help, you can't go on like this!

    Let us know how you get on x

  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    I understand how daunting it must seem but youve got to get yourself some help, if you have a partner cant they visit the GP on your behalf, the GP might not be able to talk about you specifically (because of privacy rules) but theres nothing stopping your partner from talking about you and the GP can talk theoretically about how you can get help smile
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    TERRIFIED 2 GO OUT AM SO ALONE SO SCARED OF LIFE WOT I DONE SO BAD 2 FEEL LIKE THIS WILL IT END? :cry:
  • Doogs
    Doogs

    Posted

    If you can't go out then you need to pick up the phone. Yes it will end, but it will end a lot sooner if you get the help you need.
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    I GOT SO MUCH 2 SAY BUT NOTHIN 2 SAY. IS THAT NORMAL. TOOK A DROP IN MEDS LAST WEEK IS IT POSS 2 DROP SO QUICK FEEL LIKE A CHILD TRAPPED IN A BUBBLE RAPIDLY DROUNDIN IN MY TEARS SORRY SOUNDS CRAZY I NO LIVIN IN FEAR :sorry:
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    If your terrible feelings are because your medicine has been reduced too drastically the quicker you get to your GP and tell them your worry the quicker it can be rectified smile
  • Evelyn
    Evelyn

    Posted

    Go for help! They kept changing my medication and the doses and i felt so low! Things were actually geting worse. You need to get it sorted! You can't go on like this. Please go for help x
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    BEEN BACK 2 MY GP 2DAY PUT ME BACK ON 150MG SERTRALINE I HAD TURNED IN2 THE DEVIL. SPENT A COUPLE HOURS WIT COUNSALOR AND WITH PYCOLIGEST ON THURS (DESPERATLY NEEDED SHOULD OF GON EARLIER WHEN WILL I LEARN) THANK U ALL 4 TAKIN TIME 2 REPLY NEED 2 GO AM A BIT MASHED UP AND IN MESS. 2 MUCH IN HEAD NO TIME GET IT OUT. :cry: :cry:
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    Tell us how you get on smile
  • Evelyn
    Evelyn

    Posted

    How are you getting on Shadow? Haven't heard owt from you in a while x
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    Sorry not being postin much and after all the support and advice u all give and taken time 2 reply, have found that dark lonly scary road that leaves me livin in fear, but after alot of extra sopport and change of meds there is a faint light again, i no it early day am feelin grotty but med change never good goin on past experiance am sure u will agree. It so goon 2 no othes r out there 2 talk 2 and understand. BIG THANK U 2 EVERY 1.
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    :cry: Shadow...are you okay? Hope you are!
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    I wish i new how 2 answ that. Not no ware 2 start. :huh:
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    How can u b so high but feel so low?. Does any1 else feel like this or understand wot i mean. Im startin 2 dread goin 2 my gp all i seem 2 do is moan or have new problems ijust get sick of complaining all the time have i reached the end is this 2 b me now. Its so up and down at the moment from min 2min. I feel like somebody is turnin a light switch on and off in my head and the fuse is about 2 blow.
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